JUS LET ME IIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[starrfish4u]

JUST LET ME CUT IT ALL AWAY!!
I'm so fucking angry.
At no one in particular.
I am angry with myself most of all.
Death...is what I'm wanting to call.
Fuck this shit,
I'd rather be getting hit.
I'm so fucking tired,
And so fucking hurt,
All these emotions make me even more angry.

I grab the blade,
I make a new slit,
Where other ones start to fade.
People would expect a fit.
I don't give a fuck.
I doubt I will ever again.
I'm hurting deep inside,
I want to just cut it out.

I just want to die,
The urge never goes away.
Once I'm dead,
The pain will be no more.
Let me go,
Please just let me go.
I hurt so much,
I have to let my blood flow!

Back the fuck off!
I mean this with everything.
I don't want your help.
I just want to be left alone.
I want my heart to be as cold as stone.
I will make a few slits,
And then some more.
And when you see the marks,
Don't you dare start.

Just let me cut the pain out.
Please just let me cut the pain out.
It hurts to much to bear anymore.
I'm begging you,
Just let me cut the pain out.