Nov 25, 2006 00:16
I am effervescent, anxious, impatient and overwhelmed.
I don't know how much I can or should say, let alone how to say it.
Trying on fancy dresses isn't just exciting for me, it's almost a need. I really need to actually mend the two vintage ones (they were my gran's) I have added to my collection (I now own 8ish formal dresses ^_^ ) so that I can wear them somewhere outside of my livingroom...bedroom....same thing, actually. Unfortunately, looking at dresses online is just confusing in the big scary "aahhh! too many options and they're all the same" sense. Not the same at all at all.
I'll be having Thanksgiving tomorrow at my sis' (I'm obviously here already since I'm online) and we'll be 14 in total. My major holidays are based around traditional meals anyways, so a holiday wherein that is the entirety of it (not counting the 'we killed you for a year, you helped us not die and proceeded to catch all sorts of new and thusly deadly diseases, we waited a bit and killed you again but lets ignore that part' part) makes me exceedingly happy. Yay for pumpkin pie, sweet potato and orange (flavoured with nutmeg and cloves) casserole, and stuffing.
I loathe bureaucracy, even just spelling it is far more convoluted then it should be. The fact that they are incapable of giving me papers when I go into the office--they must be mailed even though that means I've got 4+ days added to the amount of time before I get them, fill them, return them to the työvoimatoimisto, get them approved, and get paid for the past two months I've been working...oh yeah, and my next rent payment is due on the 5th--is rather maddenning.