Dec 02, 2006 19:09
i've been ditched both nights this weekend. i was already depressed enough. i really don't feel like spending another night at home alone doing nothing. i've called pretty much all my friends that i could and everyone is busy or just not answering. the canucks better win tonight. i don't need another reason to be pissed off and sad.
i went for a long walk earlier today to see if that would help clear my head. it didn't.
sometimes i really really do hate my life.
i have good friends... just a lot of the time they're not there when i need them the most. i need a friend that i can call up when i'm feeling shitty and they'll come over and just keep me company.
it's going to be a long night.