Me = Confused
You know, I am tired of trying so hard. I feel like I have changed but most other people haven't (please note that I said most, not all). I guess it is my fault for changing - it's just kind of ironic that I have been the one left behind even though I am moving forward. I try to make myself who I want to be, but feel so much opposition and no support. Everyone views each other differently then they view themselves and/or maybe I have only changed on the inside and no one knows it yet. I heard someone talking the other day about how they were afraid that if everyone really knew what they were like that no one would like them. I feel the opposite...I feel like if everyone really knew what I was really like then maybe they would like me or at least understand me. I sometimes think that I am terrible at representing my real self. Or maybe everyone really does know me and if that is true then I am really left behind because of the person that I am. And wouldn't that be terrible? I only wish that I didn't care.