Shitty
Things are just miserable lately. I don't know what the hell is going on with anything or anyone anymore. I'm seriously thinking about moving in with my mother, that was at least I'll have my mommy if I'm sad. But I hate springfield with a passion.
School starts tomorrow and I'll be working I'm sure, so Nck will need to find a ride to his class and back, I'm sure his mother won't be pleased that I'm not doing it. I really hope he told her already because he always tells her like, the night before and wonders why she gets upset.
I have to drive to Vermont alone today, Iam not at all pleased about it. Nick can't go, Carin never answered me, Mom is doing yard work, and I'm going to see if Natalie is working but... I'll probably bring a gun and shoot myself on the way back because my life is crumbling into little tiny pieces and I'm left to try to figure out fucking why with only 3 out of 1000 jigsaw pieces.
School starts tomorrow and I'll be working I'm sure, so Nck will need to find a ride to his class and back, I'm sure his mother won't be pleased that I'm not doing it. I really hope he told her already because he always tells her like, the night before and wonders why she gets upset.
I have to drive to Vermont alone today, Iam not at all pleased about it. Nick can't go, Carin never answered me, Mom is doing yard work, and I'm going to see if Natalie is working but... I'll probably bring a gun and shoot myself on the way back because my life is crumbling into little tiny pieces and I'm left to try to figure out fucking why with only 3 out of 1000 jigsaw pieces.