May 09, 2006 12:32
I did something today that I haven't done in two and a half years to ease the pain. I hate myself. My relationship is crumbling because every now and then I want a ciggarette. It is a stressful month with mother's day and the 1 yr anniversary of my grandmothers death coming up. I'm dying inside and Im worthless. Nick is hurting because of me and I... don't know about anything anymore. Fuck.
No comments please.