It scares me to think...that you could find takers other than me and better than me.

[starr_bright35]

-I hate that it still affects both of us.
-I hate still wondering why.
-I hate having the feeling of wanting to know why and how it had to be this way.
-I hate all these thoughts that haunt me.
-I hate having a good memory now.
-I hate knowing that you still care.
-I hate that I still care.
-I hate that there was so much that was thrown away.
-I hate how I don't know.
-I hate this pain in my chest.
-I hate to love it.

Things shouldn't be this way. This hurts too much. I wanna be done.