Feb 27, 2009 21:25
Tonight I get a call from a school where Jinx goes to Friday night out a normal thing for him.. But tonight it wasn't normal tonight they weren't hosting it and they couldn't find his father so they called me.. I jump up and run and get him..
Met by a cop at the door I was told that Jinx had told him that his dad said he wsn't allowed to see me.. That I had no rights to see him.. Well after explaing briefily the situation they let me go sit in the car with him to wait for his father..
Talking to him ever for a bit was wonderful. I did ask him if he got the V.D gifts I got him.. A book about planes and one about going overseas and he said No never got them.. Never got the balloon I gave him either.. His dad if jinx is telling the truth just never gave it to him he said..
I'm not doing this anymore.. That broke MY HEART to hear my son tell me that he ASKS to see me and that his Dad says NO.. He had once said he keeps his word and that when jinx asks he would let him see me.. HE LIED.. Tristan has been asking and he has been denying..
LIED.
FUCK
I
WILL
NOT
DO
THIS
ANYMORE..
U tell me I set him back.. Bullshit.. You set him back when you deny him access to me.. You set your self back is what your worried about .. go to hell.. Open door policy my ass..
We will see just how open now
jinx,
bishop,
life