this sucks
So, like 3 weeks ago I was being a bit of a drama queen and told my bf of a year and a half that he wasn't paying enough attention to me and that I thought we should break up. Well, long story short, he left that day, I asked him to come back the next day, and he said no. I gave it a week, asked him to come back again and he said no again. I mean, I know a person can only take so much, etc. but I really didn't mean it! I'm now a lonely depressed whiney person, who lacks the ability to go and make out with one of his friends to piss him off. I know this is what I should do, that's what lisa does...! but I can't seem to do it. Every time I go out with the intention of making out with one of his friends I end up whining about him. this is crap. and further- its not me. boys are evil.