i understand

[starr66]

Alright. So Tony (my new bf of like 2 or 3 months) is getting a new job. a fucking bartending job. i don't date bartenders. i know how we are, we drink too much, swear too much, and we're terribly flirty if not sometimes slutty...well, at least those of us who have the ability to be. hell, i wouldn't even date myself if i were still a saturday night bartender. anyway, so i know he needs the job, as his 'real' job is outside work and its slowing down as it is winter and 12 fucking degrees here in WI. so he needs the job because he needs the money, and bartending, as far as i'm concerned, the easiest (legal) form of quick cash. So this sucks. and i have to "understand". that word wasn't really in my vocabulary until yesterday, when my level headed reasonable friend at work told me i may not like it, but i need to "understand". so, i haven't fought with him about this or anything and probably won't, but jesus it sucks. i'm sure i'm making it out to be way worse that it will probably turn out to be, and i have no reason not to trust him, but as i stated before i know how we are. oh, that and his cute little read headed will-be-boss spent the majority of last evening batting her eyelashes at him, whining about how much she has to work, because she's short staffed, blah blah blah. i hate her. i hate this. and i hate it that this bothers me. this is NOT the sort of shit that i'm bothered by. damnit.

its cold as hell with no snow. if its going to be cold, there should at least be snow. i forgot to bring my jacket to work today (don't ask how you forget to bring your jacket when its only 9 degrees-i was hungover) so i spent my day trying to sell cars while uncontrollably shivering. good news is that i think this one guy felt bad for me for freezing and thats why he bought the car he did :)