Looking back.
I don't know why, but I went way back in my journal today. Its scary... I don't remember some of the things that happend, and the others... well the others I tried to forget. Looking up the past is never good, its the past for a reason and we should leave it there. Jesus. I lost my train of thought. Oh boy another 12 hours staring at the walls at work today. Boy I'm just lovin life right now.
On another note... Somethings been bothering me, well, something is always bothering me but, this is different. I didn't realize the extent, but bumping into an old friend the other day really made me miss them. It made me think back, and i realized that the whole time we knew each other, I thought everything was grand and ok. And it wasn't. Well sure it was fun, but not ok. It was kinda doomed to begin with. But only because of our personalities being so much alike, and so much different at the same time. I kinda wish that we could have met in a different place, at a different time in both our lives, then maybe things would have been different? Ahh... who knows... there I go dwelling again. Pfft.
On another note... Somethings been bothering me, well, something is always bothering me but, this is different. I didn't realize the extent, but bumping into an old friend the other day really made me miss them. It made me think back, and i realized that the whole time we knew each other, I thought everything was grand and ok. And it wasn't. Well sure it was fun, but not ok. It was kinda doomed to begin with. But only because of our personalities being so much alike, and so much different at the same time. I kinda wish that we could have met in a different place, at a different time in both our lives, then maybe things would have been different? Ahh... who knows... there I go dwelling again. Pfft.