Random thoughts...
Somehow, the idea that you're better off without me, helps me sleep at night. Its funny how the idea of a love lost, can drive you insane. But the memories are what keeps you going everyday. Inside you know things are really ok, but its your mind that betrays. Things seem to be going at an ok pace, I've learned alot about myself recently. Of course I've had almost a month of absolute silence in my head to concentrate on me. Its nice being able to think clearly, but strange how I miss the chaos of my own mind. I now know things about myself, I would have never thought possible, good and bad. Mostly good though. Sometimes I wonder why things are the way they are, and if everything happens for a reason, what is that reason? I miss alot of things, one in particular, but things are they way ther are because thats the way it was meant to be. Can we control these things? Like a sixth sence? Is it possible to catch things in advance that could change your life dramatically. I think so. I think I've figured out how. Its called thinking things through. I've learned that if you think things through, you have the ability to stop so things from happening. Well, lesson learned. To little to late? Maybe not. Who knows...