ONCE I SAW JESUS IN A NUTSHELL
i'm sorry i haven't posted anything in these few days, people. and i'm sorry but i don't have much time for this entry too. i haven't much to say anyway, life is plain as always.
i basically breath, work, eat, go out for a while at night w/t friends when work is over, and sleep(never enough!). L. has left today for 5 days and i sincerely don't know how to feel. i can't call myself angry, not even sad. but i'm afarid, i'm afraid of what i have to admit to myslef, and to the others. i'm afraid that when he comes home i'll lose him for good. and the worst thing besides not knowing what to do, is that i don't really know if i'd do anything. aphaty and uncertainty are swallowing me.
please forgive me yelda if i didn't send anything yet, i can never feel satisfied. i beg you on my very knees.
and zana you really deserve a reply too, in the meantime look what i got this morning in my mailbox!! THANK YOU SO MUCH DARLING, IT'S MARVELLLLLOUS!!!!!
i've got to go now, i still have to get dress to go out: ice cream, stalls and last but not least my friends are waiting for me!!!
<3<3<3
i basically breath, work, eat, go out for a while at night w/t friends when work is over, and sleep(never enough!). L. has left today for 5 days and i sincerely don't know how to feel. i can't call myself angry, not even sad. but i'm afarid, i'm afraid of what i have to admit to myslef, and to the others. i'm afraid that when he comes home i'll lose him for good. and the worst thing besides not knowing what to do, is that i don't really know if i'd do anything. aphaty and uncertainty are swallowing me.
please forgive me yelda if i didn't send anything yet, i can never feel satisfied. i beg you on my very knees.
and zana you really deserve a reply too, in the meantime look what i got this morning in my mailbox!! THANK YOU SO MUCH DARLING, IT'S MARVELLLLLOUS!!!!!
i've got to go now, i still have to get dress to go out: ice cream, stalls and last but not least my friends are waiting for me!!!
<3<3<3