Jan 26, 2005 15:52
well Ive got so much time on my hands now that ive been writing shyt left and right..crushed and broken, my heart lays on the floor. you ripped it out with those words you said to me. i went to reach for my heart only to find a puddle of broken dreams, ripped out by your hate. I felt them being washed away by the tears that i cried. you turned to me and said hateful things only to turn my tears to black hopes. Lost hopes that will never come true. I felt my knees get weak and my head feel numb. I fell into the lost hopes and dreams. Right next to my broken heart.... just some shyt i wrote theres more but ill jus add em on here too i guess...
:(you stab me with your words. through my heart they pour, my tears are black, full of hate and hurt. you tell me all these things i believe and fall for you. oncce again stabbed, this time only to see blood. the blood falls to my feet as my world seems to be coming to an end. i hear the words i love you as i fall to the puddles of my crushed dreams.
<3I sit and listen to the love songs in which we romanced to, while you throw that away as if i dont exist. you moved on thinking that its better, but as i lay in my room and drown in my tears, i hear your voice, its saying i love you. i jump up only to see thats its not to me but another girl i lay in my misery as you lay in your glory. you push me aside when i try to confront you, my knees are skinned, my wrists are slit and my heartbroken in many pieces, my wounds heal but my heart still remains broken,only until someone comes to put it back together...
---theres more but i dont feel like typing it all.. if you wanna see the rest let me know~ <3 Meg