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Ah, I'm a little overwhelmed lately. Finding out I'm pregnant 2 months before I'm supposed to be due isn't much notice. Sounds crazy yeah but I guess since I'm not regular it wasn't really weird until I started sportin a little belly. And I'm not a petite girl anyway, so I didn't show much. NOW I'm showing just within the last month or so. But we're ecstatic about her arrival. Naming her Marlee Renee and I'm hoping she'll be the picture of health. My first doctor appointment they told me she weighed 4.2 pounds and that's at the beginning of 8 months. My best friend had a baby a year and half ago and he weighed 4.3 full term. So I think she'll be ok. My worries have begun. Trying to remember all the times I drank and smoking. I've quit that although I've had one here or there. I know that's bad. It's hard to quit when you've been smoking for almost 11 years. Can't believe how long that is. Yuck. But yeah still nervous. About everything.