Tonight I went and saw Matt and Chelsea's new son. Oh my God! He is one of the most beautiful babies I've ever seen! He was sooo tiny but he was just precious. As soon as they handed him to me, I started crying. I couldn't believe he was one of my best friends babies. And then Chelsea started tearing up. I felt kind of stupid. But it was just a great moment. So I just sat in their rocking chair and watched him...he didn't do much but it didn't matter. Every little movement and expression left me enthralled. A little miracle in my arms...
After a while they gave him a bath and he woke up like "What the hell? I'm sleeping here! Leave me alone!". And then they let me feed him. It was just great. Jason couldn't make it cuz we ended up staying up all night again and then he had to work. So he was sleeping. But he really wants to see him. He was all like "I love babies!" the other night. Hmmm. That's good. Every once in a while he pat my belly and go "Is our baby in there?" I'm like "Uh I hope not!" I'm not ready, and I know he's not but I guess when you love someone so much, the thought of sharing a child does enter your mind at times...
So now I'm home...on the way home I stopped and rented movies and picked up some Taco Bell for Jason. Sat with him for a while, while he ate. I'm sooo ready for bed. I need a good nights sleep like I need oxygen. And Emily is spending the night out tonight so I won't have to worry about waking up early in the morning. So g'night all...