i think i need to say something

[starpop_819]

i miss you
i love you
i wish were here with me now.
i should have asked you to stay.
i didn't know how.
i am at a loss for words and no longer know what to feel.
where are you?
why can't i feel you near to me?
are you crying over there?
are you feeling over there?
i want to hold you.
i want to feel you.
i am surrounded and still lonely.
i am holding out my hand for you.
find it
hold it
love it
tear me apart and find me again
find us again
make it a we,
not a me, not an i
and those eyes
why can't i see
why can't i find
a place to be
a me
a shoulder to cry on
a mouth to speak
a touch
a feeling
a moment to become whole again