Jul 30, 2005 11:45
So the pattern emerges...
I thought that I could justify the first, and in an afterthought I could for a time. But the word "first" means exactly what it implies, that it is one and there more are to come. And they have, and they were not so justifiable. They were not so easy to dismiss. They weigh on my mind like murder.
I have asked before but this time I do not dare to ask what will come next. To ask is to prophesize. And I do not want to fulfill this prophecy. This time I do not believe in sorcery and curses. Not because they do not exist, they do. But they are not convenient things to believe in now.