May 15, 2010 22:26
I feel fucking terrible and have done for proabably the last seven to eight months.
I'm sick and tired of waking up feeling physically and mentally drained every morning. I'm waking up and feeling worse then I went to bed.
I just feel tired and weak all the time.
I have no energy for anything and even less at the thought of starting something new such as picking up an instrument of learning a new skill.
The last two weeks have been even worse with the added stress of having no source of income and the constant worry in the back of my mind that I might loose the flat. I still havn't told my parents because I can't face the dissapointment of telling them I am out of work again. The thought of using the little energy I have to look for another dead end job is starting to make me feel like I am going to be physically sick.