May 06, 2004 22:49
I AM: Jon Smith
I WANT: a record contract with my name on it
I HAVE: an emptiness
I WISH: i could be more of a complete person
I HATE: losing sight of a dream
I FEAR: turning into my dad.(not that hes a bad guy, i just dont wanna be average)
I HEAR: men in black
I SEARCH: for a purpose.
I WONDER: how people REALLY feel, what the future holds.
I REGRET: not giving my all
I LOVE: my family, my girlfriend, turtles, superman ice cream, the stage, sleeping in, not having any responsibilities.
I ACHE: i have a big pain inmy ass.
I ALWAYS: settle for 2nd best.
I AM NOT: as strong as i wish i was
I DANCE: when I'm tipsy.
I SING: for 2 Dollar Fine, for the next month or so anyway
I CRY: like a little bitch.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: who I want to be....
I WRITE: when i have to, that part is obvious.
I WIN: some
I LOSE: more.
I CONFUSE: success with happiness.
I NEED: for people to show me they care, im not aware enough to kno they do
I SHOULD: be studying for my math test.
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? nope
HELPED SOMEONE? hopefully
BOUGHT SOMETHING? ya, food
GOTTEN SICK? i've been sick for 2 goddamn weeks
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope, i dont like movies
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? ya, little japan is baller
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? jessi
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: nope
TALKED TO AN EX? hmm yes i actually tyalked to michelle yesterday
MISSED AN EX? honestly...not at all
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? this crap
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? if u consaider prom, serious talk?
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yaaa, lotsa hugs
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yea thats pretty much daily
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? wanted to, but i bite my tongue..one of these days my shirt will be covered in bloodstains-----------------------------