whats another word for desperate?!?
sing me something soft, sad and delicate or loud and out of key, sing me ANYTHING!
im so tired,not physically but mentally.im not very happy here. at all. i really dont think i'll be happy anywhere though. everythings seems so unfixable, i dont know where to turn, or who to turn to. i'm sort of realizing i dont have anyone to turn to, im afraid to try to talk about anyhting with anybody because i dont think they'll understand me, or how i feel cuz sometimes i honestly dont understand what i want for myself. times like these, i miss my grandfather so much. if he were around i'd be able to talk to him, i think he'd support me in what i want to do, and tell me to do what i think is right.
the problem witht hat is i dont know whats right, im so confused no matter what i do, say or think i question it all, i wanna go home. i dont wanna live at home. but i want to go home to be with the people that made up my life. i feel like i have nothing without all of those pieces. i cant function. i feel like im doing exactly what i swore to myself i wouldnt do, and im sellin myself short, and not doing all i can. but i dont even know. sometime si just cant explain and theres no words to fix a feeling
im so tired,not physically but mentally.im not very happy here. at all. i really dont think i'll be happy anywhere though. everythings seems so unfixable, i dont know where to turn, or who to turn to. i'm sort of realizing i dont have anyone to turn to, im afraid to try to talk about anyhting with anybody because i dont think they'll understand me, or how i feel cuz sometimes i honestly dont understand what i want for myself. times like these, i miss my grandfather so much. if he were around i'd be able to talk to him, i think he'd support me in what i want to do, and tell me to do what i think is right.
the problem witht hat is i dont know whats right, im so confused no matter what i do, say or think i question it all, i wanna go home. i dont wanna live at home. but i want to go home to be with the people that made up my life. i feel like i have nothing without all of those pieces. i cant function. i feel like im doing exactly what i swore to myself i wouldnt do, and im sellin myself short, and not doing all i can. but i dont even know. sometime si just cant explain and theres no words to fix a feeling