Ramble

[staronmyshoe]

I miss him so much that it is interfering with my school work. I can't deal with this distance, even though it is only and hour and a half. It's sad because my housemates are 7 hours away from their boyfriends and they never see them. I see him on the weekends. I wish I knew what to do, I start arguements for no reason, I'm always crying. Maybe I love him too much, but at the same time, I'm causing him a great deal of pain too. Though, sometimes I think he chooses work over me so he doesn't have to hear me bitch and whine.

My sorority life is stressing me out, there is so much on our shoulders right now, trying to get our charter back and only having a few active sisters around and I have so many offices that it's driving me nuts. Soon pledging starts and I'm going to lose my mind.

Photography is my dream. I don't know why I'm here in college studying what I'm studying. Every day I'm told by teachers that I should be a photography major because that's where my heart is..but they don't know the feeling that goes through me when I'm handling the animals in the kennel or up at the farm. Today I helped a day old calf learn how to stand and walk..and I helped feed it...it was probably one of the most amazing feelings knowing that I helped that animal walk..I couldn't imagine doing anything else with my life

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