Feb 08, 2005 15:33
also; you are ridiculous. cut it out.
the past few nights i have gone to bed feeling pretty sick and i have been waking up remembering three very vivid dreams each night. they are so detailed and i feel like i'm supposed to use them to figure something out. another thing thats strange is i will have a dream one night and then a few days later i will have what seems to be the opposite of the first dream; where all of the actions and emotions are reversed. its really bothering me. i need to solve the puzzle, even though i am really reluctant to see what it means.
pretty much everything is routine. i need to find an apartment for next year so i can stop being so stressed about it. i need another job. i don't think i can go to school in the spring. i mean, unless a mysterious benefactor wants to pay for it.
oh, and i owe my father four thousand dollars. yay.