SIMONE'S LIFE IS A FUCKING SOAP OPERA
StarNoStarSC: star_no_star_sc: so thanks for saying goodbye to me
star_no_star_sc: pat?
patrick291: ..
star_no_star_sc: are you in mississippi now?
patrick291: yes
patrick291: who r u
patrick291: this is his g/f
star_no_star_sc: right
star_no_star_sc: forget it
patrick291: who r u?????????
star_no_star_sc: tell him to have a nice life
patrick291: why is that
patrick291: who r you
star_no_star_sc: just some girl he's known for like 5 years
patrick291: so what were u two
patrick291: ?
star_no_star_sc: just friends
patrick291: he came back and was sorry for somethin but wont tell me
star_no_star_sc: oh
patrick291: plz tell me
star_no_star_sc: how long have you two been together
star_no_star_sc: he just made a really big mistake
patrick291: around 2 years
star_no_star_sc: wow thats cool
patrick291: i met him when he came to MS
star_no_star_sc: cool
star_no_star_sc: he didnt tell me
patrick291: wait big mistake
star_no_star_sc: dont worry about it
patrick291: wait tell me
star_no_star_sc: you probably very happy
patrick291: i wanna know
star_no_star_sc: its not my place though
patrick291: well he wont say
patrick291: he is sorry as fuck though
star_no_star_sc: just bug him then
patrick291: and i wanna know why
star_no_star_sc: to you hes sorry?
patrick291: yes
star_no_star_sc: dont talk to me pat
patrick291: what did you say to her
star_no_star_sc: i told her it wasnt my place to tell her
star_no_star_sc: why didnt you tell me you had someone
patrick291: y didn't you tell her
star_no_star_sc: because you need
star_no_star_sc: too
patrick291: i can't bring myself to break her heart
star_no_star_sc: fuck you
star_no_star_sc: what about me
star_no_star_sc: am i just some drunk fuck?
patrick291: no but aparently i was drunk
star_no_star_sc: so why didnt you tell me
patrick291: i wasn't thinking straight bc i was drunk
star_no_star_sc: god you are such a great fucking friend
star_no_star_sc: i though you were fucking different as cliché as that may sound
patrick291: i am
star_no_star_sc: no your not
star_no_star_sc: you didnt give a shit about me or your friendship to me
patrick291: how is taht
star_no_star_sc: you didnt even say goodbye
patrick291: *that
patrick291: well i felt like shit about what happened
star_no_star_sc: yea you feel like shit cuz of her
star_no_star_sc: not to me
patrick291: she just walked in crying and told me she is pregnant
star_no_star_sc: your a fucking slut!
star_no_star_sc: and thats exactly my point that you dont give a shit about me cuz im some drunken lay!
patrick291: i feel like shit bc i am not going to be able to see my g/f's baby bc i am dying
patrick291: that is y i am not afraid to go to iraq
star_no_star_sc: what
patrick291: no bullshit
star_no_star_sc: what the hell are you talking about
patrick291: that is y i drink so much
star_no_star_sc: how are you dying?
patrick291: from when i got gassed in iraq
patrick291: i found out about a month ago
patrick291: that is y i came to visit before i am to sick to travel
star_no_star_sc: why did i not know
patrick291: i feel like shit bc i won't get to see my kid grow up
star_no_star_sc: um i dont know what to say
patrick291: and on top of all that i fucked up when i went home
star_no_star_sc: how?
patrick291: i was drunk when i was with you
star_no_star_sc: oh
star_no_star_sc: yea that mistake of yours
patrick291: and i hurt those close to me
star_no_star_sc: yea you did
star_no_star_sc: how are you dying
star_no_star_sc: that cant be
patrick291: i can't even support my g/f's bc i will be gone
star_no_star_sc: if you were dying they would not send you back to iraq
patrick291: that is y they put me on convoys
star_no_star_sc: but you were in iraq hella long ago
patrick291: it doesn't show up for a while and then when it does it is to late.
star_no_star_sc: that cant happen
star_no_star_sc: even though i cant stand you you cant die
patrick291: it slowly eats away at your white blood cells
star_no_star_sc: well fix it
star_no_star_sc: how can i believe your dying if you couldnt even be honest with me or your g/f
star_no_star_sc: ?
patrick291: that isn't cool
patrick291: i didn't want to hurt her
star_no_star_sc: yea and you didnt care if you hurt me
patrick291: i wasn't thinking straight
patrick291: i didn't want to hurt anyone
star_no_star_sc: im sorry i didnt hear an appogy
star_no_star_sc: apology
star_no_star_sc: i meant
patrick291: if i tell you i am sorry and i mean it will it make you feel beter
star_no_star_sc: i guess
star_no_star_sc: i just wish you actually wanted to be with me then. it kinda hurts cuz it happened just because you were drunk
star_no_star_sc: you know ive liked you for hella long and i feel like shit know because im hurt and that you have a girlfriend there
star_no_star_sc: now8
patrick291: i don't know what to say except i am sorry i can't change how i feel
star_no_star_sc: now*
star_no_star_sc: whatever
star_no_star_sc: im sorry it happened too
star_no_star_sc: why did you say youd probably come back here in december
patrick291: i said probably bc i don't know if i will make it till then
star_no_star_sc: how long do you have till you um are "gone"
patrick291: they said roughly a year
star_no_star_sc: oh
star_no_star_sc: whatever
star_no_star_sc: im sorry you are sick and everything. i am hurt, ill get over it, i hope your girlfriend forgives your ass, and im not touching you the next time your here.
star_no_star_sc: are we still friends?
patrick291: if you think it is possible then yeah
star_no_star_sc: your the one who is always wierd to me
star_no_star_sc: thats on you buddy
star_no_star_sc: you the one i question if you can still be cool with me?
star_no_star_sc: your*
patrick291: yes i have known you to long to throw our friendship away
star_no_star_sc: thank you
star_no_star_sc: did you tell your woman about it
patrick291: yeah she is standing right her
patrick291: *here
star_no_star_sc: and you better be thankfull i didnt say shit because the way i felt i would have trashed you ass
star_no_star_sc: and made it seem 10 times worse than it was
star_no_star_sc: but i respect you even if you dont respect me
patrick291: i never said i didn't respect u
star_no_star_sc: you didnt have to say it
patrick291: i am sorry if i made you feel that way
star_no_star_sc: tell her im sorry for what happened and i hope everything is ok with her
star_no_star_sc: dont worry about it
star_no_star_sc: is everything ok and stuff?
patrick291: how?
star_no_star_sc: with her
star_no_star_sc: hello
patrick291: she hasn't stoped crying
star_no_star_sc: well then get off the fucking computer and comfort her dumbass
star_no_star_sc: you are the dumbass by the way not her
patrick291: will you understand if i do that
star_no_star_sc: um hello im the one who doesnt matter here
patrick291: i told you before that i don't feel that way
star_no_star_sc: well i was crying but i stopped and you cant really comfort me anyways, so go to her
patrick291: i fucked up and i am sorry for it and i don
patrick291: don't know what else to say
star_no_star_sc: i still cant believe all this, but thanks for apologising
star_no_star_sc: so go
star_no_star_sc: ill talk to you later
patrick291: i am glad we can still be friends and again i am sorry
star_no_star_sc: its fine
star_no_star_sc: your a good guy somewhere
star_no_star_sc: ive seen it
Yahoo! Messenger: patrick291 has logged out. (5/17/2004 10:44 PM)
So that is summmmm bullshit, eh? My fucking head hurts!
StarNoStarSC: well i feel something out of this
StarNoStarSC: i think im growing up
Chiquita62003: yes i would say so
StarNoStarSC: usually 1. i would have trashed him to his girl 2. i would have bitched him out and been hella mad at him, and 3. i would have never told him to go comfort his g/f, i would have never gave a shit about her in the first place
Chiquita62003: yeh i know but you are learning to be kind
Chiquita62003: so pat's gf was standing rite there when you were talking and all?
StarNoStarSC: yup
StarNoStarSC: i didnt say anything bad tho
Chiquita62003: which is good
StarNoStarSC: sure is
StarNoStarSC: and i actually felt bad for her
StarNoStarSC: that is if she actually exsists
star_no_star_sc: pat?
patrick291: ..
star_no_star_sc: are you in mississippi now?
patrick291: yes
patrick291: who r u
patrick291: this is his g/f
star_no_star_sc: right
star_no_star_sc: forget it
patrick291: who r u?????????
star_no_star_sc: tell him to have a nice life
patrick291: why is that
patrick291: who r you
star_no_star_sc: just some girl he's known for like 5 years
patrick291: so what were u two
patrick291: ?
star_no_star_sc: just friends
patrick291: he came back and was sorry for somethin but wont tell me
star_no_star_sc: oh
patrick291: plz tell me
star_no_star_sc: how long have you two been together
star_no_star_sc: he just made a really big mistake
patrick291: around 2 years
star_no_star_sc: wow thats cool
patrick291: i met him when he came to MS
star_no_star_sc: cool
star_no_star_sc: he didnt tell me
patrick291: wait big mistake
star_no_star_sc: dont worry about it
patrick291: wait tell me
star_no_star_sc: you probably very happy
patrick291: i wanna know
star_no_star_sc: its not my place though
patrick291: well he wont say
patrick291: he is sorry as fuck though
star_no_star_sc: just bug him then
patrick291: and i wanna know why
star_no_star_sc: to you hes sorry?
patrick291: yes
star_no_star_sc: dont talk to me pat
patrick291: what did you say to her
star_no_star_sc: i told her it wasnt my place to tell her
star_no_star_sc: why didnt you tell me you had someone
patrick291: y didn't you tell her
star_no_star_sc: because you need
star_no_star_sc: too
patrick291: i can't bring myself to break her heart
star_no_star_sc: fuck you
star_no_star_sc: what about me
star_no_star_sc: am i just some drunk fuck?
patrick291: no but aparently i was drunk
star_no_star_sc: so why didnt you tell me
patrick291: i wasn't thinking straight bc i was drunk
star_no_star_sc: god you are such a great fucking friend
star_no_star_sc: i though you were fucking different as cliché as that may sound
patrick291: i am
star_no_star_sc: no your not
star_no_star_sc: you didnt give a shit about me or your friendship to me
patrick291: how is taht
star_no_star_sc: you didnt even say goodbye
patrick291: *that
patrick291: well i felt like shit about what happened
star_no_star_sc: yea you feel like shit cuz of her
star_no_star_sc: not to me
patrick291: she just walked in crying and told me she is pregnant
star_no_star_sc: your a fucking slut!
star_no_star_sc: and thats exactly my point that you dont give a shit about me cuz im some drunken lay!
patrick291: i feel like shit bc i am not going to be able to see my g/f's baby bc i am dying
patrick291: that is y i am not afraid to go to iraq
star_no_star_sc: what
patrick291: no bullshit
star_no_star_sc: what the hell are you talking about
patrick291: that is y i drink so much
star_no_star_sc: how are you dying?
patrick291: from when i got gassed in iraq
patrick291: i found out about a month ago
patrick291: that is y i came to visit before i am to sick to travel
star_no_star_sc: why did i not know
patrick291: i feel like shit bc i won't get to see my kid grow up
star_no_star_sc: um i dont know what to say
patrick291: and on top of all that i fucked up when i went home
star_no_star_sc: how?
patrick291: i was drunk when i was with you
star_no_star_sc: oh
star_no_star_sc: yea that mistake of yours
patrick291: and i hurt those close to me
star_no_star_sc: yea you did
star_no_star_sc: how are you dying
star_no_star_sc: that cant be
patrick291: i can't even support my g/f's bc i will be gone
star_no_star_sc: if you were dying they would not send you back to iraq
patrick291: that is y they put me on convoys
star_no_star_sc: but you were in iraq hella long ago
patrick291: it doesn't show up for a while and then when it does it is to late.
star_no_star_sc: that cant happen
star_no_star_sc: even though i cant stand you you cant die
patrick291: it slowly eats away at your white blood cells
star_no_star_sc: well fix it
star_no_star_sc: how can i believe your dying if you couldnt even be honest with me or your g/f
star_no_star_sc: ?
patrick291: that isn't cool
patrick291: i didn't want to hurt her
star_no_star_sc: yea and you didnt care if you hurt me
patrick291: i wasn't thinking straight
patrick291: i didn't want to hurt anyone
star_no_star_sc: im sorry i didnt hear an appogy
star_no_star_sc: apology
star_no_star_sc: i meant
patrick291: if i tell you i am sorry and i mean it will it make you feel beter
star_no_star_sc: i guess
star_no_star_sc: i just wish you actually wanted to be with me then. it kinda hurts cuz it happened just because you were drunk
star_no_star_sc: you know ive liked you for hella long and i feel like shit know because im hurt and that you have a girlfriend there
star_no_star_sc: now8
patrick291: i don't know what to say except i am sorry i can't change how i feel
star_no_star_sc: now*
star_no_star_sc: whatever
star_no_star_sc: im sorry it happened too
star_no_star_sc: why did you say youd probably come back here in december
patrick291: i said probably bc i don't know if i will make it till then
star_no_star_sc: how long do you have till you um are "gone"
patrick291: they said roughly a year
star_no_star_sc: oh
star_no_star_sc: whatever
star_no_star_sc: im sorry you are sick and everything. i am hurt, ill get over it, i hope your girlfriend forgives your ass, and im not touching you the next time your here.
star_no_star_sc: are we still friends?
patrick291: if you think it is possible then yeah
star_no_star_sc: your the one who is always wierd to me
star_no_star_sc: thats on you buddy
star_no_star_sc: you the one i question if you can still be cool with me?
star_no_star_sc: your*
patrick291: yes i have known you to long to throw our friendship away
star_no_star_sc: thank you
star_no_star_sc: did you tell your woman about it
patrick291: yeah she is standing right her
patrick291: *here
star_no_star_sc: and you better be thankfull i didnt say shit because the way i felt i would have trashed you ass
star_no_star_sc: and made it seem 10 times worse than it was
star_no_star_sc: but i respect you even if you dont respect me
patrick291: i never said i didn't respect u
star_no_star_sc: you didnt have to say it
patrick291: i am sorry if i made you feel that way
star_no_star_sc: tell her im sorry for what happened and i hope everything is ok with her
star_no_star_sc: dont worry about it
star_no_star_sc: is everything ok and stuff?
patrick291: how?
star_no_star_sc: with her
star_no_star_sc: hello
patrick291: she hasn't stoped crying
star_no_star_sc: well then get off the fucking computer and comfort her dumbass
star_no_star_sc: you are the dumbass by the way not her
patrick291: will you understand if i do that
star_no_star_sc: um hello im the one who doesnt matter here
patrick291: i told you before that i don't feel that way
star_no_star_sc: well i was crying but i stopped and you cant really comfort me anyways, so go to her
patrick291: i fucked up and i am sorry for it and i don
patrick291: don't know what else to say
star_no_star_sc: i still cant believe all this, but thanks for apologising
star_no_star_sc: so go
star_no_star_sc: ill talk to you later
patrick291: i am glad we can still be friends and again i am sorry
star_no_star_sc: its fine
star_no_star_sc: your a good guy somewhere
star_no_star_sc: ive seen it
Yahoo! Messenger: patrick291 has logged out. (5/17/2004 10:44 PM)
So that is summmmm bullshit, eh? My fucking head hurts!
StarNoStarSC: well i feel something out of this
StarNoStarSC: i think im growing up
Chiquita62003: yes i would say so
StarNoStarSC: usually 1. i would have trashed him to his girl 2. i would have bitched him out and been hella mad at him, and 3. i would have never told him to go comfort his g/f, i would have never gave a shit about her in the first place
Chiquita62003: yeh i know but you are learning to be kind
Chiquita62003: so pat's gf was standing rite there when you were talking and all?
StarNoStarSC: yup
StarNoStarSC: i didnt say anything bad tho
Chiquita62003: which is good
StarNoStarSC: sure is
StarNoStarSC: and i actually felt bad for her
StarNoStarSC: that is if she actually exsists