I want to die

[starnostarsc]

Pat left today. He didnt call or come over to say goodbye. Im so hurt and i cant do anything about it. Im powerless. He was supposed to leave tomarrow but hel told gabe and lindsay goodbye this morning. I wish things would have been different. Now Im leaft here with all these fucking regrets.

Im going to berkley with audrey today.maybe ill feel a little better. i shouldnt dwell anyways.

Oh great now i have to go bail greg out of jail because he didnt break that fucking windshield, paco did.