hmm...
on my very ridiculous walk home last night i realized alot of things, and i will write them probally not considering anyones feelings, but what can you do. Anyway... i have summer school soon, which sucks.. but as daryn said thats what i get for never going this year. Maybe next year, seriously. And what am i doing? with friends? Like education is much more important, forgive me if i sound ridiculous but im not going to know these people forever...and actually there not that great of people. I miss jenna so much but i honeslty dont even think she cares. Whatever. I dont know how im going to do any of the things i said i would do without my job. <3 marios <3. Some people are so cruel. This world is terrible, sometimes more than others. I hate when i get like this..when i think to much . It is kind of pathetic. I hate those people. Just because a couple is infatuated with eachother it doesnt necesserly mean that is everything. Because its not its nothing. Trust is much more important. Sorry if i offend, im just thinking to much. a little to much, im not directing any of this about anyone particular iam just kind of saying my perspective about certain things happening. I ran into my friends last night, who were incredibly trashed, once in a while is okay..but every weekend.. isnt. which they dont understand, same with jordan w. i dont know. once again im thinking to much and rambling on about nothing. Sometimes life is so complicated that there isnt anything else to do, except be strong and wait for hard times to pass....