trains
aaarrgh
fleh
I'm not feeling so hot lately. kinda bored-lethargic-blue.
I don't THINK it's christmas. although I don't like christmas too much.
I need to finish pressie shopping. I've got like 2 done out of the 7 important ones. I love giving people pressies, but everytime I go shopping for peoples I end up buying myself crap.
I'm going to victoria for christmas eve. so I can shop downtown victoria. is that leaving christmas shopping too late? are places open then?
I keep wanting to make some 'big change' in me/my life/my environment. like move somewhere or chop all my hair off......y'know. perhaps that's why I'm always wanting a new piercing or something. maybe I should stop wearing only my favourite clothes.
can anyone recommend a good book that's NOT chick-lit, war-related or emo-teen? something upbeat, something snappy..
right now I'm in love with various people, dead and alive. I'm not one to idolize. this is new and strange. I never drool over anything.
I need new paaaaaaaaannnnnnttts.
I saw the Picasso exhibit yesterday with chloe. it was pretty spiffy. the painting I wanted to see was not there. I didn't bother with the 4th floor. chloe was poking at something that ended up being art. go figure.
I need positive things and people around me.
and I need to bring my marks up. wayyy up. I didn't write that socials essay in the test today. I felt so bad. I almost wrote 'sorry' on the page. but I gave nuge a poky so maybe he'll forgive me.
so my weird elementary school class invited all the grads to this lunch thing on friday. I'm not going for various reasons. there are a couple people I wouldn't mind seeing, but meh. my teacher isn't one of them.
I got alot of needles to get alot of dental shit done and now it hurts lots and i can't chew on either side of my mouth comfortably. cause it's all super sensitive.
go me for the needles. sedated needle-phobe.
I'm resenting my policy of not bitching about certain people. sorry for the teaser.
does anyone want my clothes? like the stuff I don't wear. I mean, are you willing to come here and take it. maybe some jewelry too. I have suge huge amounts of crap in my room, it's amazing. I love all my old concert posters but I can't fit them all up anymore.
oh and I got my new coat. I'm sure you son't care. it's lovely; black medium-length wool-cashmere. it's like half of my christmas present, but whatever. I wasn't asking for much anyways.
uuuuuuuuuugggggggggggghhhhhh math.
I love you all. very very much. that might mean little or nothing, but there ya go anyways.
-hmj
fleh
I'm not feeling so hot lately. kinda bored-lethargic-blue.
I don't THINK it's christmas. although I don't like christmas too much.
I need to finish pressie shopping. I've got like 2 done out of the 7 important ones. I love giving people pressies, but everytime I go shopping for peoples I end up buying myself crap.
I'm going to victoria for christmas eve. so I can shop downtown victoria. is that leaving christmas shopping too late? are places open then?
I keep wanting to make some 'big change' in me/my life/my environment. like move somewhere or chop all my hair off......y'know. perhaps that's why I'm always wanting a new piercing or something. maybe I should stop wearing only my favourite clothes.
can anyone recommend a good book that's NOT chick-lit, war-related or emo-teen? something upbeat, something snappy..
right now I'm in love with various people, dead and alive. I'm not one to idolize. this is new and strange. I never drool over anything.
I need new paaaaaaaaannnnnnttts.
I saw the Picasso exhibit yesterday with chloe. it was pretty spiffy. the painting I wanted to see was not there. I didn't bother with the 4th floor. chloe was poking at something that ended up being art. go figure.
I need positive things and people around me.
and I need to bring my marks up. wayyy up. I didn't write that socials essay in the test today. I felt so bad. I almost wrote 'sorry' on the page. but I gave nuge a poky so maybe he'll forgive me.
so my weird elementary school class invited all the grads to this lunch thing on friday. I'm not going for various reasons. there are a couple people I wouldn't mind seeing, but meh. my teacher isn't one of them.
I got alot of needles to get alot of dental shit done and now it hurts lots and i can't chew on either side of my mouth comfortably. cause it's all super sensitive.
go me for the needles. sedated needle-phobe.
I'm resenting my policy of not bitching about certain people. sorry for the teaser.
does anyone want my clothes? like the stuff I don't wear. I mean, are you willing to come here and take it. maybe some jewelry too. I have suge huge amounts of crap in my room, it's amazing. I love all my old concert posters but I can't fit them all up anymore.
oh and I got my new coat. I'm sure you son't care. it's lovely; black medium-length wool-cashmere. it's like half of my christmas present, but whatever. I wasn't asking for much anyways.
uuuuuuuuuugggggggggggghhhhhh math.
I love you all. very very much. that might mean little or nothing, but there ya go anyways.
-hmj