Thoughts, monday.
I don't think I've ever said this, but in case no one's picked up on it, I don't mention people by name or talk about my personal relationships in any detail in this journal. Which makes it tricky at times when I'm in a venting mood, but I think it's fairest to others.
12 Things on My Mind Right Now:
1. I haven't gotten drunk in a long time. I want to.
2. I hate long, whiny, emo journal entries. It makes me not want to read your journal.
3. I want a new piercing. I don't know where. Nothing terribly inconveniencing like my lip. Any ideas? Maybe I'm just bored.
4. I hate being a girl sometimes. I won't go into detail for the sake of you men, but girls, you know what I mean.
5. I had a weird dream which I'm trying to piece together. In part of it I was at a lake where many of my extended family members were having a party of some sorts and my cousins were being bitches. In part of it I was looking on my iPod in the songs list; I was listening to 'bury me with it' and I wanted to listen to 'blow up the outside world' but the scroll wheel wouldn't let me. And in part of it I was eating really good sushi and the sushi-maker-chef guy was telling me it was a new kind of fish they had invented just for me. yeah.
6. I hate my iPod. Apple is a piece of crap (slightly less so if you're using a Mac, or so I've heard). Full of fucking problems, especially the nanos/videos. Aaargh. Charge, damn you. And iTunes sucks in the extreme. What a fucking stupid program.
7. I'm giving away lots of my clothes on Friday. I realised I have crazy amounts of stuff I NEVER wear and I want to be rid of it. Mind you, there are reasons I don't wear most of the things. If you want my clothes, let me know.
8. My marks are ultrashit.
9. I want to do something (especially) good this weekend. There are many people I haven't seen in a while and I feel bad about that. I miss alot of friends.
10. I want to see Picasso and/or Walk the Line (both eventually) on thursday. Avec joshito. Reviews, anyone?
11. I have a dental appointment on Wednesday for a couple fillings. I get sedatives (for the needles). My mom wouldn't let me look at them today because (she implied) I would take them for fun or sell them (whee let's go to sleep!)
12. Know what I realised? It matters nothing if anyone who has no access to my computer knows my windows password. Wanna know it? it's fourthousandholes . Unrelated: who watched the Seinfeld today with George's PIN #?
annnnnnd it's Tuesday tomorrow. Super.
love,
-hmj
postscript: I need books to read. Feed me titles. I also want a new small digi camera because I like being very happy while taking pictures.