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The last time
You showered:: just a few seconds ago
You had sex:: umm 2 weeks ago?
You cried:: tonight
You said 'I Love You' and meant it:: earlier to angie...she knows it's true!
You hugged a friend:: tonight
What / Who...
Your good luck charm:: don't really have one
The person you HATE the most:: myself....more then everyone else i may hate
Makes you laugh the most:: richie
Makes you smile:: a few...richie, jason, sara, brit, and angie i suppose
Has a crush on you:: you tell me??
Do you have a crush on:: let's not get into that...
Can make you feel better no matter what:: sara, brit when they are around
Has it easier, guys or girls:: guys!! no babies, no period, no pms...stupid boys!!!
Do you ever....
Sit by the phone waiting for calls all night::sometimes...but who calls me anymore?
Save IMs::No
Save E-Mails::yeah
Wish you were someone else:: i used to, but i'm fine with me now.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex:: that one week out of the month
Cry because of someone elses mean words:: yep...>_<
Have you...
Fallen for your best friend:: no
Made out with JUST a friend:: yes
Been rejected:: yes
Been in love:: yes
Been in lust:: yep
Used someone:: yep >_<
Been used by someone:: uh huh
Cheated on someone:: yeah i still regret it!
Been cheated on by someone:: yes
Been in an abusive relationship:: ....bruce...*crys*
Done something you regret:: yes, quite a few i might add
The Last Person:
You touched:: angie
You talked to::angie
You hugged:: angie
You instant messaged:: Richie
You kissed:: richie and angie
You had sex with:: umm....jason
You laughed with:: angie and richie
That told you they loved you:: angie
Who shared with you:: richie and i shared a chai today
I....
I need to:: friends, love, passion, motivation, cuddles, and i big hug good night
I want:: the chance to be heard!
I have:: get a job
I wish:: that i could meet someone...
I love:: ang, brit, sara, my boys, my kitties, your smile, being loved by someone!
I hate:: clingy people, stupid assholes, being taken for granted, myself, my state of mind
I miss:: my old friends, being inlove, having that special someone on my arm, dancing with brit
I feel:: worn out & broken
I smell:: baby lotion (from my shower)
I wonder:: why this keeps happening to me...
In the last 48 hours have you...
Cried:: yes
Bought something::yes.
Gotten sick:: nah
Sang::oh yeah
Said I love you:: yes
Wanted to tell someone you love them, but didn't:: no
Met someone new:: yes
Moved on:: trying.....
Had a serious talk:: yep
Had a lot of sleep:: no the past 48 hours i've been up more then asleep
Eaten out:: pizza yesterday
01) What time did you start this? 5:43am
02) Name?: Kelly
03) Date of birth? Sept 21,1986
04) Sex?: girl
05) Height?: 5'1
06) Eye color?: green/grey
07) Location?: middle river, maryland
08) Where were you born?: franklin square hospital
09) What are you wearing right now?: underoos and a tank
10) Are you a virgin?: no sir
11) Do you smoke?: no
12) Do you drink?: sometimes
13) Are you ghetto?: no
14) Are you a player?: some may say
15) What are your favorite colors?: pink, green, yellow, and black
16) What is your favorite animal?: Pugs
17) Do you have any birthmarks?: a tiny one on my thigh and one on my hand
18) Who are your best friends?: brit & sara...angie's coming into place
19) Have you ever beat someone up for fun?: well....yeah...
20) Are you shy or outgoing?: both...
21) Do you shower?: YES!!!
22) How easily do you trust people?: i give everyone a starting chance. untill they give me a reason not to trust them.
23) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: only about something i promissed not to talk about
24) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: no
25) Would you ever sky dive?: yes
26) Do you like to dance?: yes
27) Have you ever been out of state?: a few times
28) Do you like to travel?: never really been anywhere far enough away to say i have liked it or do
29) Have you ever been suspended from school?: no
30) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: not really...
31) Are you spoiled? a little
32) Are you a brat?: ALWAYS!!!
33) What's your favorite drink?: diet vanilla pepsi, or chai
34) Do you drink a lot of water? yes.
35) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: cell
36) Are you a role model?: i don't think so
37) What name brand do you wear the most?: thrift store!! w00t w00t hahaha
38) What do you have pierced?: Labret, monroe, 4 ear piercings
39) What do you want pierced?: bridge, belly button, nape
40) Do you like getting your picture taken?: most of the time
41) Do you have a tan?: call me powder
42) Do you get annoyed easily?: yeah
43) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: whatever...?
44) Have you ever been played? yep
45) Have you ever played someone?: ehh...i suppose
46) Do you get along with your parents?: sometimes my mom makes me really mad to the point where i nearly fuck up her face but i control myself and appologize afterwards....other then a few fights we get into...yeah we get along
47) How do you vent your anger?: SCREAMING, cry, write, scribble, CLEAN!!!
48) Have you ever run away?: no
49) Have you ever been fired from a job?: yep
50) Do you even have a job?: nope
51) Do you daydream a lot?: Yes
52) What do you have a tattoo of? 3 stars, and an ugly bird thingy that will be getting covered soon anyway
53) What are your favorite flowers?: yellow roses
54) Are you rude?: yep...i have my moments...a LOT!
55) What was the last compliment you received?: "if looks could kill..."
ok i couldn't sleep...so i'm fucking doing pointless shit. i need a hug real bad. *sighs*
You showered:: just a few seconds ago
You had sex:: umm 2 weeks ago?
You cried:: tonight
You said 'I Love You' and meant it:: earlier to angie...she knows it's true!
You hugged a friend:: tonight
What / Who...
Your good luck charm:: don't really have one
The person you HATE the most:: myself....more then everyone else i may hate
Makes you laugh the most:: richie
Makes you smile:: a few...richie, jason, sara, brit, and angie i suppose
Has a crush on you:: you tell me??
Do you have a crush on:: let's not get into that...
Can make you feel better no matter what:: sara, brit when they are around
Has it easier, guys or girls:: guys!! no babies, no period, no pms...stupid boys!!!
Do you ever....
Sit by the phone waiting for calls all night::sometimes...but who calls me anymore?
Save IMs::No
Save E-Mails::yeah
Wish you were someone else:: i used to, but i'm fine with me now.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex:: that one week out of the month
Cry because of someone elses mean words:: yep...>_<
Have you...
Fallen for your best friend:: no
Made out with JUST a friend:: yes
Been rejected:: yes
Been in love:: yes
Been in lust:: yep
Used someone:: yep >_<
Been used by someone:: uh huh
Cheated on someone:: yeah i still regret it!
Been cheated on by someone:: yes
Been in an abusive relationship:: ....bruce...*crys*
Done something you regret:: yes, quite a few i might add
The Last Person:
You touched:: angie
You talked to::angie
You hugged:: angie
You instant messaged:: Richie
You kissed:: richie and angie
You had sex with:: umm....jason
You laughed with:: angie and richie
That told you they loved you:: angie
Who shared with you:: richie and i shared a chai today
I....
I need to:: friends, love, passion, motivation, cuddles, and i big hug good night
I want:: the chance to be heard!
I have:: get a job
I wish:: that i could meet someone...
I love:: ang, brit, sara, my boys, my kitties, your smile, being loved by someone!
I hate:: clingy people, stupid assholes, being taken for granted, myself, my state of mind
I miss:: my old friends, being inlove, having that special someone on my arm, dancing with brit
I feel:: worn out & broken
I smell:: baby lotion (from my shower)
I wonder:: why this keeps happening to me...
In the last 48 hours have you...
Cried:: yes
Bought something::yes.
Gotten sick:: nah
Sang::oh yeah
Said I love you:: yes
Wanted to tell someone you love them, but didn't:: no
Met someone new:: yes
Moved on:: trying.....
Had a serious talk:: yep
Had a lot of sleep:: no the past 48 hours i've been up more then asleep
Eaten out:: pizza yesterday
01) What time did you start this? 5:43am
02) Name?: Kelly
03) Date of birth? Sept 21,1986
04) Sex?: girl
05) Height?: 5'1
06) Eye color?: green/grey
07) Location?: middle river, maryland
08) Where were you born?: franklin square hospital
09) What are you wearing right now?: underoos and a tank
10) Are you a virgin?: no sir
11) Do you smoke?: no
12) Do you drink?: sometimes
13) Are you ghetto?: no
14) Are you a player?: some may say
15) What are your favorite colors?: pink, green, yellow, and black
16) What is your favorite animal?: Pugs
17) Do you have any birthmarks?: a tiny one on my thigh and one on my hand
18) Who are your best friends?: brit & sara...angie's coming into place
19) Have you ever beat someone up for fun?: well....yeah...
20) Are you shy or outgoing?: both...
21) Do you shower?: YES!!!
22) How easily do you trust people?: i give everyone a starting chance. untill they give me a reason not to trust them.
23) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: only about something i promissed not to talk about
24) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: no
25) Would you ever sky dive?: yes
26) Do you like to dance?: yes
27) Have you ever been out of state?: a few times
28) Do you like to travel?: never really been anywhere far enough away to say i have liked it or do
29) Have you ever been suspended from school?: no
30) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: not really...
31) Are you spoiled? a little
32) Are you a brat?: ALWAYS!!!
33) What's your favorite drink?: diet vanilla pepsi, or chai
34) Do you drink a lot of water? yes.
35) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: cell
36) Are you a role model?: i don't think so
37) What name brand do you wear the most?: thrift store!! w00t w00t hahaha
38) What do you have pierced?: Labret, monroe, 4 ear piercings
39) What do you want pierced?: bridge, belly button, nape
40) Do you like getting your picture taken?: most of the time
41) Do you have a tan?: call me powder
42) Do you get annoyed easily?: yeah
43) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: whatever...?
44) Have you ever been played? yep
45) Have you ever played someone?: ehh...i suppose
46) Do you get along with your parents?: sometimes my mom makes me really mad to the point where i nearly fuck up her face but i control myself and appologize afterwards....other then a few fights we get into...yeah we get along
47) How do you vent your anger?: SCREAMING, cry, write, scribble, CLEAN!!!
48) Have you ever run away?: no
49) Have you ever been fired from a job?: yep
50) Do you even have a job?: nope
51) Do you daydream a lot?: Yes
52) What do you have a tattoo of? 3 stars, and an ugly bird thingy that will be getting covered soon anyway
53) What are your favorite flowers?: yellow roses
54) Are you rude?: yep...i have my moments...a LOT!
55) What was the last compliment you received?: "if looks could kill..."
ok i couldn't sleep...so i'm fucking doing pointless shit. i need a hug real bad. *sighs*