Someone stick that knife in my eye...NOW!!!
I wish there were more words then "sorry" to express how I feel right now.
Matt is angry with me...I guess I deserve it though. (?)
Why do I ever open my mouth sometimes? I spew a bunch of shit out to the worng person and what happens? They get upset with me! Then I have to feel like a total asshole.
"I don't want us to fight like this over petty shit!"
Things always have to be said at the worng times to the wrong people and I get knots in my stomach because they stop talking to me and even worse...kick me to the curb!
Matt's in bed and I'm across the room on the fucking computer! !@*#%!#%)#))^@#!_)OHJHW*(*$*@&$0
WTF am I going to do?
There are so many things I want to say, but I can't even lay out on the table right now in my life!! AHHHH!!!!
It hurts to cry.
It hurts to breathe.
It hurts not being able to tell...
Matt is angry with me...I guess I deserve it though. (?)
Why do I ever open my mouth sometimes? I spew a bunch of shit out to the worng person and what happens? They get upset with me! Then I have to feel like a total asshole.
"I don't want us to fight like this over petty shit!"
Things always have to be said at the worng times to the wrong people and I get knots in my stomach because they stop talking to me and even worse...kick me to the curb!
Matt's in bed and I'm across the room on the fucking computer! !@*#%!#%)#))^@#!_)OHJHW*(*$*@&$0
WTF am I going to do?
There are so many things I want to say, but I can't even lay out on the table right now in my life!! AHHHH!!!!
It hurts to cry.
It hurts to breathe.
It hurts not being able to tell...