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[starmelt]

there's a little voice in my head
and it's shouting at me now
telling me to run and hide
telling me to just give it up you're living a lie

but i refuse oh i refuse to let it boss me around
i know it's gonna be hard
but i don't wanna run anymore
i know i'll just have to bite this bullet
and tell you those things that may make you
walk out the door

will you stay
will you go
if i never tell you 
you'll find out anyway
these things i don't wanna say
will end up haunting me either way

will you run 
will you leave me
if i dont' tell you it now
will you think me deceiving
i don't want to hide or lie
i just want you to stay by my side