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i have such a good feelingabout this semester. im always a little skeptical to write anything like that down for fear of jinxing it (i'm a little superstitious i realized) but ive just felt a really good energy since ive been here. im a little more confident. i honestly think that being home instilled a little more confidence in me. i was like "oh yeah! this is what its like! im having fun" and i've transferred that feeling to school which i failed to do the past two semesters. i just know that i'm loved and appreciated at home and i'm so happy for that.
i also am realizing how many friends i have. maybe not close friends or best friends but friends that are close enough to want to keep in touch with and friends that are close enough for me to be really happy when i do see them even if the intensity of the feeling isn't reciprocated. i've got blurred vision friends like tess, tiffany, kahlil, cariann, will (who i didn't see) hovis, robin, ben, stanley, james, the beat goes on. then my culver high girls who always rock my socks.
tonia made my break. she's wonderful and i really enjoy spending time with her and talking to her. i hope she's happy how things work out.
jo literally makes me super happy whenever i'm around her. she's got such an amazing energy that rubs off onto others and makes everyone around her happy. im more than glad that we hung out as much as we did. even if we didn't go and do everything in LA that we said we would!
romy, sophie, heather, kat, jesse, tiff, shannon, everyone! i realize how cool these girls are and how lucky i am to associate with them and hang out.
and the rest of the culver crew. like i totally hung out with anna this break and talked a bit to cali. and saw wes and random culver guys. like chris cameron who has turned SO scene! haha. and nester who'se gotten even bigger and buffer than ever.
and then we got all the guys. most importantly jason and alex. every time i see them its like no time has passed. well that's not true i don't know why i wrote that. but i love both of them so much. i still consider jason one of my best friends. not becuase were especially close right now but just because of our history together. alex is one of the most loyal friends ive ever had. hes always keeping in touch and calling just to say hi and is down to hang out and is friendly and a good spirit. and he's for sure visiting me! in march! woohoo!!
then some gundo guys just for fun. maybe i didn't know how cool or nice vigil was until this break. and beau keeps going out of his way to see me (and my plays!!. tommy!) which is the coolest. and i saw david. he gave me a record. and sean and stryder and frekn pepe (who i will see in feb here!). shit. i even saw dean and fish. does anyone still call him fish?
if i forgot anyone its just because im not thinking clearly.
ok well i also have so far had an amazing day. 1030 class was kinda lame but i saw 2 hot guys and the prof is not bad. plus its a small class which i love. then choreography class. what more can i say? its THE perfect class for me. we choreographed something to a haiku. which was cool. and artsy. and then i had a break. ate lunch with the roommate face and now am about to go to acting II with friends! this semester will be awesome.
i also am realizing how many friends i have. maybe not close friends or best friends but friends that are close enough to want to keep in touch with and friends that are close enough for me to be really happy when i do see them even if the intensity of the feeling isn't reciprocated. i've got blurred vision friends like tess, tiffany, kahlil, cariann, will (who i didn't see) hovis, robin, ben, stanley, james, the beat goes on. then my culver high girls who always rock my socks.
tonia made my break. she's wonderful and i really enjoy spending time with her and talking to her. i hope she's happy how things work out.
jo literally makes me super happy whenever i'm around her. she's got such an amazing energy that rubs off onto others and makes everyone around her happy. im more than glad that we hung out as much as we did. even if we didn't go and do everything in LA that we said we would!
romy, sophie, heather, kat, jesse, tiff, shannon, everyone! i realize how cool these girls are and how lucky i am to associate with them and hang out.
and the rest of the culver crew. like i totally hung out with anna this break and talked a bit to cali. and saw wes and random culver guys. like chris cameron who has turned SO scene! haha. and nester who'se gotten even bigger and buffer than ever.
and then we got all the guys. most importantly jason and alex. every time i see them its like no time has passed. well that's not true i don't know why i wrote that. but i love both of them so much. i still consider jason one of my best friends. not becuase were especially close right now but just because of our history together. alex is one of the most loyal friends ive ever had. hes always keeping in touch and calling just to say hi and is down to hang out and is friendly and a good spirit. and he's for sure visiting me! in march! woohoo!!
then some gundo guys just for fun. maybe i didn't know how cool or nice vigil was until this break. and beau keeps going out of his way to see me (and my plays!!. tommy!) which is the coolest. and i saw david. he gave me a record. and sean and stryder and frekn pepe (who i will see in feb here!). shit. i even saw dean and fish. does anyone still call him fish?
if i forgot anyone its just because im not thinking clearly.
ok well i also have so far had an amazing day. 1030 class was kinda lame but i saw 2 hot guys and the prof is not bad. plus its a small class which i love. then choreography class. what more can i say? its THE perfect class for me. we choreographed something to a haiku. which was cool. and artsy. and then i had a break. ate lunch with the roommate face and now am about to go to acting II with friends! this semester will be awesome.