May 31, 2004 14:25
ok, there's nothing extraordinary at all about facebook.com so why the hell do i always check it? nothing EVER changes on it! except every once in a blue moon someone new will put themselves on it and i'll get a new "friend".
let it be known that i am the best shopper in the world. and style express in the culver center is the coolest store in the world. it's so good i even bought leggings. yes, they have leggings. 'twas amazing.
went to my cousin's wedding this weekend. Everyone cried. even I almost cried because everyone around me was crying. it's always hard to keep your eyes from watering up when everyone around you is crying. anyways, my cousin and his wife are both 22 years old. he just graduated college at cal poly and now he's MARRIED! i can't even imagine having something so monumental being solidified so early in life. but i guess these things happen. a lot more people used to get married at this age only a generation ago.
i imagine in the past little girls went to weddings and dreamed of being the bride and getting all dressed up and getting all this attention and stuff. and it kinda made me sick that i had a twinge of that. just for a hot minute though. then it went away and i felt better about myself. even though this wedding was very traditional and catholic (my family is catholic!!--isn't that creepy?!) it was still very very nice. and going to that wedding i know what i want mine to be like...and what i don't want it to be like. for one thing, it definitely isn't going to be cathlic! for another, my mom is going to make the cake. although i still really want the whole walking down the aisle thing.
good job becca. talk about weddings when you don't even know how to have a boyfriend. how very optimistic of you.
umm....and it wsa kind of sad because my nana can't walk anymore. i saw her and she just looked soooooooo much worse than i remember her. it's actually a miracle that she made it down the aisle. grnated she had two people holding her up the whole time. and it took her 5 minutes go walk the whole way down. at breakfast yesterday she coudln't even feed herself. my papa fed her. and she obviously can't go to the bathroom by herself because she can't wipe and so my mom had to help her once (though shes my fathers mom) and nana was sooooo embarrassed. it makes me really really sad. i hope i get to see her again. it makes me want another one of my cousins to get married to make her happy. because she was really really happy seeing matthew and chantal.