Mar 04, 2005 17:42
I dont get it- im up and down all the time. I go from fine to crazy because of the smallest things. One tiny insignificant thing can remind me of what I miss. Have you ever had anyone tell you that something shouldnt matter? Well it seems I have been getting that alot lately. But the thing is that it does matter- to me anyway. I miss my friends- I need to go home and stop thinking about all of this. I havent wanted to talk to anyone with the exception of three people- the two who can actually make me feel better and the one that I should be staying away from. I always thought these things would get easier but it seems to be the opposite these days.
On a totally different note- this semester blows. I have a teacher who literally has no idea what the hell she is talking about, im taking Spanish and I have no idea what im talking about, and a statistics class that makes me feel like im in high school again. But my addiction class is great and just makes me realize I am picking the right profession- I love it- except when we talk about methamphetamines- that I dont like.