sleep...
The need for sleep has become an oddly overwhelming drive in my life. and i think it's because i live fucked up hours. I work midnights, for those who don't know... 8p-6a as a matter of fact. and now, because of the hours i work, i've missed most of my classes on thursdays this semester. FUCK. yeah, and it's all because i seem to ALWAYS work wednesdays and I have class at 1p on Thurs and can't seem to get to sleep early enough. wonder fucking ful. i'm surprised i'm actually kinda tired right now, since it's only 7:30, but it could be that I've just given up on seeing daylight anymore really, not that I'm all that heartbroken about that (i hate sunlight... it gives me colour. i like being pale).
This sounds so trivial compared to everyone else this week. but hey, what am i here for? i graduate in 4 weeks 6 days. i'm scared. but it's also 4 weeks 6 days to the disturbed concert.
travis and i reached 9 months on nov 4th. it's weird to be where i'm at now. i wasn't expecting to finally find happiness... and i did... my big snuggly grumpy bear. i honestly love him, which again, an odd feeling for me... especially since the last time i fell in love...
i guess that's it.
This sounds so trivial compared to everyone else this week. but hey, what am i here for? i graduate in 4 weeks 6 days. i'm scared. but it's also 4 weeks 6 days to the disturbed concert.
travis and i reached 9 months on nov 4th. it's weird to be where i'm at now. i wasn't expecting to finally find happiness... and i did... my big snuggly grumpy bear. i honestly love him, which again, an odd feeling for me... especially since the last time i fell in love...
i guess that's it.