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tomarrow another day at school.....
im fed up with school.
Im really fed up with being lied to, fucked over/around, ditched, misled, bitched at, being misunderstood,
fighting, bickering, distance, lonelyness, bitterness, betrayal, emotional disorder, back stabbed, being fucked over when im trying to be the good person. why i always ask myself... why do i always finish last. why cant i ever reach what i disire, and everytime the glimpse of happiness brushes my life, its taken away faster than the speed of light. Im tried of crying and being weak, having emotion in places i should just keep discreet. I let my heart flow out, when i should just lock it up, im more open to being forgotten, and every day im scared to death something might chance this future ive created in my head. i want a perfect life and getting there only gets harder.
im fed up with school.
Im really fed up with being lied to, fucked over/around, ditched, misled, bitched at, being misunderstood,
fighting, bickering, distance, lonelyness, bitterness, betrayal, emotional disorder, back stabbed, being fucked over when im trying to be the good person. why i always ask myself... why do i always finish last. why cant i ever reach what i disire, and everytime the glimpse of happiness brushes my life, its taken away faster than the speed of light. Im tried of crying and being weak, having emotion in places i should just keep discreet. I let my heart flow out, when i should just lock it up, im more open to being forgotten, and every day im scared to death something might chance this future ive created in my head. i want a perfect life and getting there only gets harder.