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I am very confused with life. I am confused in what goals i want to have and the things i want to achieve. All of a sudden ive lost my train of thought and my mind along with it. My lience has been taken away and im completely upset with myself and everyone around me. I feel traped and dependent on everyone. I cant even go out with my friends without having to talk to someone first about it, for a ride, permission, so on. Im of age and shouldnt have to ask questions when i want to go out. But all of a sudden i find myself back at square one, and all the hard work ive done to get where i was, is gone. Not to mention i feel deserted. I hate being home, i hate being out. I feel like i have no place in life. and i cant understand why. I ask questions and i get nothing. Im so tired of feeling empty, and alone. Someday im going to do something dirastic, and maybe it will change everything. because I swear, something has got to give.