FUCKED

Sep 07, 2005 01:16

kenny.

saw him holding another girl's hand walking to her dorm.

he should've just told me.

all i asked of him was to be honest. that's all i wanted.

FUCKED again.

but adam made it better. we hung out after i saw kenny. we talked about relationships and his girlfriend and all that jazz. it feels good to have a guy friend. and not a kenny. he's not an asshole. he's taken. why am i not surprised???

didnt get into absolute acapella, but they told me i had an amazing voice and to try out again soon. i was like, yeaaa thanks...

dont care too much about it. i wouldve liked to keep some music in my life though. its all good.

im writing an article for the oracle about bill irwin's performance. i already have a crush on the arts and entertainment editor, joe. hdiusfheoisf

i just want to forget him. and the others. all of them. theyre all the same. all of them did the same exact thing to me. it didnt matter that they were all completely different people. had their way with me and got their gf too.

work again tomorrow. i really dont want to go. i dont want to do much of anything. but with all the things i am doing, it'll keep me from thinking. for a while.

im okay. i just hate my lousy luck with guys... what.am.i.doing.wrong.
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