Dec 20, 2005 23:45
I finally bought a car. It's a 2002 neon. It's pretty nice. Only 38,000 miles on it, so that's really good. Finally though dood. It was awful not having a car.
I have homework to do, but I really don't feel like doing it. I'm stupid.
I can't wait to have a week off of school. I'm so ready for it. It sucks though because everyone I know has way more than a week off school for their break. Blah.
My Mom & I bought tickets to fly to Florida at the end of March to see her fam and to see my new baby (2nd) cousin. That'll be a good time. I don't know how I'm going to be able to go that long without Sean, though. That's going be so hard, considering I see him basically every day. I miss him like no other just when I go ONE day without him. This is going to be rough.
Speaking of Sean, our 6 months is on Thursday. Wow, 6 months. Record breaking right there. hah. We're both kind of in bad moods right now, but I'm sure things will be better by tomorrow. I am so happy. Even when we argue...I know that there's no one else that I could ever love as much as I love him. I'd do anything for that boy. Sometimes I do stupid shit, and so does he, but we always forgive eachother. That's what love is all about. Sometimes I just want to cry because I always told myself I would never be able to find someone that loves me like he does. Love is so amazing. Freaking amazing. I don't know what I'd do without Sean. He is my other half.
Wow, that was really deep. heh.
Anywho...I definitely don't even have half of my Christmas shopping done yet. I haven't made shit at work lately, so I don't even HAVE money to get things. I still have to buy for my Dad, my Brother, and my friend Becky at work (we did a secret santa thing). My Mom said she would lend me money, so that's sweet of her. I'm gonna need a lot to borrow. I'm going to be at the mall on Thursday (my only day off) with all of the other crazy people, with my last minute shopping. lol. My car payments are gonna shit on me...January 14th. I need to save up lots of money by then. Hopefully I'll make a lot of money after Christmas, because everyone will be using their Pete's Place gift cards that they got for Christmas. teehee.
I'm really excited for New Years. I hope everything goes perfectly...exactly how I want it to. Last year wasn't very good. Lots of drama and terror in my house. lol. But this year will be the most special, because I'm spending it with my most favorite person in the world...and my awesome friends too! =D
I should probably get to bed now. It's late...I have to wake up in 6 hours. blah.
Goooooooodnight.