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So basically I've had the most stressed out week of my life.
Work sucks...I have the shittiest hours ever this week. I close 4 out of the 5 days I work...and on Saturday they scheduled me to fucking CASHIER for 10 fucking hours. WTF is that?!! Seriously I think they really want me to quit. I believe that I'm gonna go looking for a new job tomorrow because that place is bullshit. My boss treats everyone and their mom like shiiiiiiiiit and doesn't care what happens to anyone. I swear that man has no heart. And on top of it all, most of the girls at my work are bitches and I can't stand a few of them so I try to avoid them as much as possible. Yesterday I was taken into the office by one of the waitress managers and she said that a few of the girls said I don't take my job seriously enough and I hardly ever do the work assigned to me. Ok, I seriously could not believe that had happened. I ALWAYS get my jobs done and end up doing other people's jobs but I get in trouble for it? I think there's just some people that don't like me so they want me to get in trouble. Ok, so maybe I don't like rush around and do all of my jobs right away, but I ALWAYS get them done in the end. So yeah I kinda freaked out at work and uhm it was just a freaking stressful as hell day and I wish I didn't have to go through that. I hardly ever cry in front of people but I just had it and like balled for an hour at work. Luckily there are a few girls there who care a lot for me and calmed me down or w/e. But I just couldn't handle the bullshit anymore. I was like 2 seconds from just walking out. Grrr I wish I could do that. So yes, definitely time for a new job!
And on top of my work situation, my parents have been reaming on me about everything. They're always yelling at me for something. I hate this house. My mom like freaks out on me all the time for never being home...and she wonders WHY I'm never home?! Uhm no shit sherlock it's because she fucking stresses me out. Grrrr. I wish I could move out and have no worries with money.
I just wish all of my problems would disappear and I could be stress-free and happy. Gosh, wouldn't that be nice?
On a good note though, I start Specs Howard on September 22nd. I'm kind of excited, but also nervous at the same time. My parents like threatened my life with it hah. They were like if you don't get all A's in everything, we're not paying for you anymore. Sooooo basically I need to keep my things in order and be serious about this. Like at Eastern, I obviously didn't take things seriously enough since I failed a couple classes and basically half-assed everything. But I think I'm ready to be responsible and try my best. I can have a career one year from the time I start school. Wow, that's really scary. I don't know if I'm ready to really grow up though...
Yeah and uhmmm I love my boyfriend very much and he makes me happy in every way possible and I don't know what I'd do without him. :-)
So I'm getting my oil leak fixed in my car on Wednesday finally. I got a really good deal on that. Normally it would cost like $400 to get fixed, buuuuuut my mom has the hook-up and we're only paying $120 to get it fixed, then I'm definitely selling it! I neeeeeeed to get a new car before school starts up. I know a few people that might possibly buy it, so hopefully that works out.
So my life has been pretty boring lately other than all that bullshit. I do hang out with my boyfriend everyday though so I guess I shouldn't complain ;-) I have had no money at all lately to do anything though. I want to go shopping soooooo bad for some clothes, but I can't because it's been really slow at work so I haven't made much money lately. Ugh: NEED NEW JOB. hah Ok but speaking of work...I have to leave in 45 minutes, I think it's time to shower!
Props to anyone who actually reads this, since it's so long.
<3
Work sucks...I have the shittiest hours ever this week. I close 4 out of the 5 days I work...and on Saturday they scheduled me to fucking CASHIER for 10 fucking hours. WTF is that?!! Seriously I think they really want me to quit. I believe that I'm gonna go looking for a new job tomorrow because that place is bullshit. My boss treats everyone and their mom like shiiiiiiiiit and doesn't care what happens to anyone. I swear that man has no heart. And on top of it all, most of the girls at my work are bitches and I can't stand a few of them so I try to avoid them as much as possible. Yesterday I was taken into the office by one of the waitress managers and she said that a few of the girls said I don't take my job seriously enough and I hardly ever do the work assigned to me. Ok, I seriously could not believe that had happened. I ALWAYS get my jobs done and end up doing other people's jobs but I get in trouble for it? I think there's just some people that don't like me so they want me to get in trouble. Ok, so maybe I don't like rush around and do all of my jobs right away, but I ALWAYS get them done in the end. So yeah I kinda freaked out at work and uhm it was just a freaking stressful as hell day and I wish I didn't have to go through that. I hardly ever cry in front of people but I just had it and like balled for an hour at work. Luckily there are a few girls there who care a lot for me and calmed me down or w/e. But I just couldn't handle the bullshit anymore. I was like 2 seconds from just walking out. Grrr I wish I could do that. So yes, definitely time for a new job!
And on top of my work situation, my parents have been reaming on me about everything. They're always yelling at me for something. I hate this house. My mom like freaks out on me all the time for never being home...and she wonders WHY I'm never home?! Uhm no shit sherlock it's because she fucking stresses me out. Grrrr. I wish I could move out and have no worries with money.
I just wish all of my problems would disappear and I could be stress-free and happy. Gosh, wouldn't that be nice?
On a good note though, I start Specs Howard on September 22nd. I'm kind of excited, but also nervous at the same time. My parents like threatened my life with it hah. They were like if you don't get all A's in everything, we're not paying for you anymore. Sooooo basically I need to keep my things in order and be serious about this. Like at Eastern, I obviously didn't take things seriously enough since I failed a couple classes and basically half-assed everything. But I think I'm ready to be responsible and try my best. I can have a career one year from the time I start school. Wow, that's really scary. I don't know if I'm ready to really grow up though...
Yeah and uhmmm I love my boyfriend very much and he makes me happy in every way possible and I don't know what I'd do without him. :-)
So I'm getting my oil leak fixed in my car on Wednesday finally. I got a really good deal on that. Normally it would cost like $400 to get fixed, buuuuuut my mom has the hook-up and we're only paying $120 to get it fixed, then I'm definitely selling it! I neeeeeeed to get a new car before school starts up. I know a few people that might possibly buy it, so hopefully that works out.
So my life has been pretty boring lately other than all that bullshit. I do hang out with my boyfriend everyday though so I guess I shouldn't complain ;-) I have had no money at all lately to do anything though. I want to go shopping soooooo bad for some clothes, but I can't because it's been really slow at work so I haven't made much money lately. Ugh: NEED NEW JOB. hah Ok but speaking of work...I have to leave in 45 minutes, I think it's time to shower!
Props to anyone who actually reads this, since it's so long.
<3