Dec 11, 2005 16:59
friends only from now on.
dont want certain people reading my journal anymore
fuck you
i hate you
i never wanna try and understand why you are the way you are for fear i might turn into it and if tht were to ever happen i would kill myself. there you watnede the truth from me and no you got it.you wonder why no one wants to be your friend because all you can fucking do is complain about something or another and if thats how you wanna be then so be it, becaue i dont want that as a friend. you blantly told me that its all because you dont ever want us to hang out alone really fucking mature we did it one time and now the world is ending right? good i cant take this baby bullshit anymore and i dont fucking regret saying this, and i will never agologize because you cant ever do anything but feel hurt thats not my problem.
so keep running around telling everyone your friends deserted you it willjust sound fucking typical of you... once again you are hurt BIG SURPRISE. maybe you will get pity friends. yea whatever call me a bithc i dont fucking care anymore because of always fucking fighting with you over the stupidest shit i get all fucking upset and emotional for no good reason and i really dont feel like wasteing my energy for this shit.
all i ever fucking did was try for you, but because i woldnt turn into what you wanted i am bad friend sorry i dont wanna live my life around how not to hurt you, shit happens and people get hurt what i did was o reason to get hurt and apprently it was for you and i will never understand i could go back to 7th grade and understand that because thats how we were back then but not now not at the age of 21. but you wouldnt be able to understnad that because you dont go out into the real world your the one that chooses not to do anything and take chances and that why you are soo emotional and fucked up but again that is your problem not mine and as such you have to take respobility for chooseing that path. i refuse to baby you, all the times you tell me that i should do something because you will get hurt well you know what i didnt lie to you and as long i dont lie to you then theres no reason for me to change myself for you. if i had lied then it would be differnt but i didnt.
this is the last time i will mention this because i already wasted enough of my energy of something that will just turn around and bite me in the ass.
so have a good life
im sure you will find friends who will treat you 7548937154 times better then i ever did because apprently i fucked up and all i do is hurt you
the problem is solved you are now free/
have a great life and fuck off.