i need to say something..kalakay73December 23 2003, 12:46:37 UTC
Hey Lauren, I am very sorry about making you be worried about me. I dont really want people to worry about me. It just eats me up inside. Becuase I worry about you too. :(.. And I dont want to cause that for anyone. I am sorry for all of this. I just do not know what is happening to me. I dont know why I made myself throw up, I dont know why I tried cutting myself, I dont know why I think of suicide all the time, I dont know why my mom has to tell me im fat every day.. Day after day after day. I dont know what the fuck is happening to me and I dont know why Im complaining about all of this right now. But I really just would like to apologize for making you worry. Im sorry about all of it. I truthfully am. :(. God. Im a wreck right now. But just try and not worry about me. because im trying my very hardest to be the person that I was last year. I was so much more different. I was confident, I was everything that I want to be this year. Yet, this year im a pyscho. Im sorry I really am. I just dont know what to do anymore.
Well talk sometime soon hopefully. Thanks for the gift i loved it.
I am very sorry about making you be worried about me. I dont really want people to worry about me. It just eats me up inside. Becuase I worry about you too. :(.. And I dont want to cause that for anyone. I am sorry for all of this. I just do not know what is happening to me. I dont know why I made myself throw up, I dont know why I tried cutting myself, I dont know why I think of suicide all the time, I dont know why my mom has to tell me im fat every day.. Day after day after day. I dont know what the fuck is happening to me and I dont know why Im complaining about all of this right now. But I really just would like to apologize for making you worry. Im sorry about all of it. I truthfully am. :(. God. Im a wreck right now. But just try and not worry about me. because im trying my very hardest to be the person that I was last year. I was so much more different. I was confident, I was everything that I want to be this year. Yet, this year im a pyscho. Im sorry I really am. I just dont know what to do anymore.
Well talk sometime soon hopefully. Thanks for the gift i loved it.
kristin
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