Anyone want to trade? Lives?
Shit,
My head is so messed up right now. I'm sitting in the computer lab, I have 15 surveys I have to do. My mom invited me for dinner tonight. It's spaghetti, I love spaghetti, but I can't eat it. She cooks with the healthy pasta whole grain stuff but its still calories. I gained 2 lbs back. How upsetting :(
And then,what more, the surveys are due for my next class, and they aren't done. I also have 3 journal reports due in Psych class at 2:30 that have to be 2 pages single spaced. What the fuck am I going to do? What the hell. Somebody needs to help me. I'm over my head.
I also don't know whats going on with my social life. Right now I just feel like crawling into a hole and not talking to anyone for days. But that wouldn't be very nice of me. Does anyone even care?
Please let me crawl into a hole. And I don't know what to do about my boy. He's sorta my boy. We don't have a relationship, but I like him a lot. I care for him so much. But I do have to admit he scares me sometimes. But I scare myself too. And there's another boy who's trying to hang with me. But spit on him.
And my job. My job sucks sooo hardcore. I want to work with animals. Kitties, Puppies, Birds, Turtles that kind of thing. That would be so much nicer. Animals are so much easier to work with then people. Don't you agree?
There are these boys that are standing behind me that are being sooo fucking loud! Jesus. I gave them a dirty look so they would shut the fuck up. Oy.
Not having a great day. I need to move out. I can't stand living with my Stepmom anymore. I'm 20 fucking years old, time to get a new job and move OUT.
And I said I gained 2 lbs, So i'm fasting for 2 days. then munch then 2 day fast again. Till all this fucking weight comes the fuck off. Thats why I don't want to go over Mom's tonight. As she was going to cook spaghetti for me. I want to cry. Notttt having a good day.There's too much to be done. Oh yeah, I don't have my taxes done either. I need money, And i'm out of gas. Anyone wanna trade? PLEASE?!
Somebody Comment so I don't feel so lonely...
Much love,
Roxie~
My head is so messed up right now. I'm sitting in the computer lab, I have 15 surveys I have to do. My mom invited me for dinner tonight. It's spaghetti, I love spaghetti, but I can't eat it. She cooks with the healthy pasta whole grain stuff but its still calories. I gained 2 lbs back. How upsetting :(
And then,what more, the surveys are due for my next class, and they aren't done. I also have 3 journal reports due in Psych class at 2:30 that have to be 2 pages single spaced. What the fuck am I going to do? What the hell. Somebody needs to help me. I'm over my head.
I also don't know whats going on with my social life. Right now I just feel like crawling into a hole and not talking to anyone for days. But that wouldn't be very nice of me. Does anyone even care?
Please let me crawl into a hole. And I don't know what to do about my boy. He's sorta my boy. We don't have a relationship, but I like him a lot. I care for him so much. But I do have to admit he scares me sometimes. But I scare myself too. And there's another boy who's trying to hang with me. But spit on him.
And my job. My job sucks sooo hardcore. I want to work with animals. Kitties, Puppies, Birds, Turtles that kind of thing. That would be so much nicer. Animals are so much easier to work with then people. Don't you agree?
There are these boys that are standing behind me that are being sooo fucking loud! Jesus. I gave them a dirty look so they would shut the fuck up. Oy.
Not having a great day. I need to move out. I can't stand living with my Stepmom anymore. I'm 20 fucking years old, time to get a new job and move OUT.
And I said I gained 2 lbs, So i'm fasting for 2 days. then munch then 2 day fast again. Till all this fucking weight comes the fuck off. Thats why I don't want to go over Mom's tonight. As she was going to cook spaghetti for me. I want to cry. Notttt having a good day.There's too much to be done. Oh yeah, I don't have my taxes done either. I need money, And i'm out of gas. Anyone wanna trade? PLEASE?!
Somebody Comment so I don't feel so lonely...
Much love,
Roxie~