Why should i be the one doing this?
Dear Michael,
I have no idea why I'm even doing this, or where to even begin. Maybe because I'm a little older now? I'm not really sure. I guess your name has come up a few times in the past week or so....So it made me wonder, were u even still alive? Even though you have NEVER and I stress NEVER been their for me...I got curious...What are you like? What do you look like? Did you have any more kids? Did you ever get married again? Some of the answers I already know..It's funny how I havent even heard from u since I was 11 years old..But I can still pick out your voice when you randomly call. You didnt even ask to speak to me. Why? Were you scared that I was gonna yell at you...tell you what I was really thinking, or what I've really thought all these years....In a way I dislike you so so much...But in another way I'm really grateful you were never their..Because I have a great father now...Someone who has been there for me since I can remember...To wipe my tears away....To talk to.....Who listens to me.....Something you were never their for....I have so many questions.....I don't even know how to state some w/out sounding so mean and bitter. Its like, what did I ever do to you, to make you not come around? Because I'm almost positive I never did anything....Were you just that careless and wanted to take no responsibility? When you were in prison....you'd write me random letters, you couldnt even spell my name right half of the time...I have a brother whom I've never met because of you..I've had 22 years of curiosity,anger and a million and one more emotions built up....So I guess its about due time that I shared them with you....That I become the bigger pesron here...
Mom told me all the things you have wrong with you....And I'm almost certain...that if you were in good health..I wouldnt be writing this letter to you. I feel bad even writing to you because I dont want to make my dad upset..I don't know what he would think and I don't really want to find out.
I'll continue leter Tyler is up
I have no idea why I'm even doing this, or where to even begin. Maybe because I'm a little older now? I'm not really sure. I guess your name has come up a few times in the past week or so....So it made me wonder, were u even still alive? Even though you have NEVER and I stress NEVER been their for me...I got curious...What are you like? What do you look like? Did you have any more kids? Did you ever get married again? Some of the answers I already know..It's funny how I havent even heard from u since I was 11 years old..But I can still pick out your voice when you randomly call. You didnt even ask to speak to me. Why? Were you scared that I was gonna yell at you...tell you what I was really thinking, or what I've really thought all these years....In a way I dislike you so so much...But in another way I'm really grateful you were never their..Because I have a great father now...Someone who has been there for me since I can remember...To wipe my tears away....To talk to.....Who listens to me.....Something you were never their for....I have so many questions.....I don't even know how to state some w/out sounding so mean and bitter. Its like, what did I ever do to you, to make you not come around? Because I'm almost positive I never did anything....Were you just that careless and wanted to take no responsibility? When you were in prison....you'd write me random letters, you couldnt even spell my name right half of the time...I have a brother whom I've never met because of you..I've had 22 years of curiosity,anger and a million and one more emotions built up....So I guess its about due time that I shared them with you....That I become the bigger pesron here...
Mom told me all the things you have wrong with you....And I'm almost certain...that if you were in good health..I wouldnt be writing this letter to you. I feel bad even writing to you because I dont want to make my dad upset..I don't know what he would think and I don't really want to find out.
I'll continue leter Tyler is up