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Where have I been? what has been going on? life seems so hectic.. yet.. yet i know that it is not..
Work is doing grand.. the people I work with are so kind and I'm slowly picking things up, but I do so try..
I want to pick up a night job but mums said no.. maybe I can persuade her.. and school begins the end of this month..
I'm never on here anymore.. I'm on OD and soon myspace more often.. I feel like such a louse.. I never sit still long enough anywhere..
I don't know what happened to me.. or my life.. I don't know anything anymore.. but I want to start over.. I want to try... I want to... well... live.. I want to try and make friends, I want to try and date irl and such.. I want to live.. that's all it really is... I want to set out my goals and accomplish them.. but tearing down my obstacles is hard.. it's hurting me a lot more than it should, and I'm having trouble with it all.. but I must try..
but for now >.> sleep!
Work is doing grand.. the people I work with are so kind and I'm slowly picking things up, but I do so try..
I want to pick up a night job but mums said no.. maybe I can persuade her.. and school begins the end of this month..
I'm never on here anymore.. I'm on OD and soon myspace more often.. I feel like such a louse.. I never sit still long enough anywhere..
I don't know what happened to me.. or my life.. I don't know anything anymore.. but I want to start over.. I want to try... I want to... well... live.. I want to try and make friends, I want to try and date irl and such.. I want to live.. that's all it really is... I want to set out my goals and accomplish them.. but tearing down my obstacles is hard.. it's hurting me a lot more than it should, and I'm having trouble with it all.. but I must try..
but for now >.> sleep!