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so scared tonight. meghan called me while i was hanging out with my sister saying that some house on birdsong ct. was on fire and it was all over the news. she didn't know which house so i drove over there freaking out the whole way praying and hoping that it wasn't jud's house. (or the zusi's or the shannon's or nancy witt's for that matter) so i drive down there and park around the corner because there are fire trucks blocking the whole street. so i walk around the corner onto birdsong and my heart seriously drops to my feet because all i see is jud's house with giant flames above it. so after i feel like i'm gonna pass out i keep walking and see that it's the smith's right next door. the house is completely engulfed in huge flames. someone had moved aubrey's car and taken the dogs out of the house so they weren't freaking out and the car was safe. but the smith's house was destroyed. the parents and kids got out but their house was gone. it was so horrible. i was there for about 40 minutes and they still hadn't gotten the fire out. at that point firefighters were spraying water from the inside trying to get it all out. the roof was gone. the second story was gone. the first story was destoryed. it was horrific. i'm so so so relieved and thankful that it wasn't the van bergen's house but it's still so sad. it makes my heart hurt. i couldn't imagine.
thank God it wasn't their house.
i thought i'd be used to not having jud around by now. but i'm not. i miss him and i need him here. i hate that i don't know the next time we're going to be in the same place for more than 2 weeks. it kills.