Sep 28, 2004 07:11
so how about this for an update,
me and joe cross are at our best and i LOVE IT.
we haven't fought, nope not once, we talk everyday, for A WHILE TOO
he plays around with me, he said he's coming home this weekend, and friday
we're going to hang out, and he is MAYBE sleeping over.
i know that things are getting better, i just hope
that i don't do anything to screw it up.
like with my anxiety attacks, and my nervous break downs, haha.
I LOVE THIS KID MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF.
HE IS THE AIR THAT I BREATHE.
for him not to be in my life, i would just die. so for this being
the first step,i'll take it
he asked me what i was getting him for his birthday, PSSSHHHH....
bitch, nothing! haha i'm only kidding. i really don't know what i should get
him though yet, he wants a digital camera, but i think he was only kidding.
or i HOPE because those bad boys are expensive, and he still owes me mine!!
if you have any ideas on what i should get joey, or even if you don't know him
but know something that a boy would enjoy, LET ME KNOW. i don't want it to be anything
BIG, i just want it to be simple, but still mean ALOT.
he is also coming home for halloween
i am overly excited about that, because halloween is my favorite holiday.
and we're always together, it's sort of like our anniversary pt. 2 kinda deal.
only we're not together... :/
YEAHH.
i'm so behind on school work, it's not even funny.
i think i'm going to fail my english class because she's a fat goblin
and never knows when to quit. i love how joe amoro makes fun of her.
HAHA. she deserves it, seriously. but me and joe amoro are counting down the days
until winter break, haha how pathetic are we. BUT I NEED A BREAK!!
i'm going to the taking back sunday show
they're playing with atreyu right? or maybe it's someone else. i could be wrong.
but i love atreyu so if they're playing together, that'll make me smile.
oh and P.S. if mooney isn't going to the taking back sunday show because of brad
then me and lauren and DEFINITELY scalping his ticket and buying merchandise with
this SCALPED money. we're GREEEEEEEEEEET.
i think that i'm gonna go to senses fail with joey, because he wanted to go real bad.
and so maybe i'll do that for his birthday, that makes sense right?
i don't know. ya know whats the one thing i HATE about any kind of show.
is when you got the cute couples holding eachother, kissing while any hardcore band is playing.
i remember when me and joe were going out when we went to shows together we'd walk in
and be like "i'll meet you right here at this spot when it's over." HAHAHHAH
i stay in the pit, and joey always goes up front to be smooshed.soooo... we meet halfway.
anyways, i'm gonna go because i'm gonna try and get some more sleep.
and i'm tired because i have been helping joey study all week over the phone, haha
i'm the best, but yet i don't study MYSELF. errrrr..
REAL WORLD'S ON TONIGHT, the saga of the gay men
well i'll probably hit this up sometime later.