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ok so i was on the phone tonight with JOE CROSS for oh say
2 HOURS
and we laughed, loved eachother, joked around, he told me
he didn't hate me, that he loves me and misses me.
he said i dress all types of sexy now since i'm not with him.
and that gets him mad, and jealous.
he's also very jealous of joe. eek.
joe's coming home from school tomorrow, and we're hanging out allll day.<3
sometimes he's the center of my world, other times i wanna ring his neck.
i'll never win.
but hey i'm happy.
i know this may be the wrong thing to do, but i'm not throwing myself at him.
he's told me he knows i've changed, he can tell from pictures,
my attitude on the phone. so thats a good thing that he's realized all of this.
when we were getting off the phone he said "i love you" and hung up. awww jeez.
let me not get myself worked up though. i don't wanna set myself up anymore.
this should just test me to see if i'm really over him or not.
well goodnight world.
2 HOURS
and we laughed, loved eachother, joked around, he told me
he didn't hate me, that he loves me and misses me.
he said i dress all types of sexy now since i'm not with him.
and that gets him mad, and jealous.
he's also very jealous of joe. eek.
joe's coming home from school tomorrow, and we're hanging out allll day.<3
sometimes he's the center of my world, other times i wanna ring his neck.
i'll never win.
but hey i'm happy.
i know this may be the wrong thing to do, but i'm not throwing myself at him.
he's told me he knows i've changed, he can tell from pictures,
my attitude on the phone. so thats a good thing that he's realized all of this.
when we were getting off the phone he said "i love you" and hung up. awww jeez.
let me not get myself worked up though. i don't wanna set myself up anymore.
this should just test me to see if i'm really over him or not.
well goodnight world.