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1. last beverage→ Dr Pepper
2. last phone call→ a patient
3. last text message→ Melissa
4. last song you listened to→ Blame It...Jamie Foxx
5. last time you cried→ Oh yesterday.
SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. dated someone twice → that's an understatement.
2. been cheated on? that is, too.
3. kissed someone & regretted it? generally speaking, no.
4. lost someone special?→ Not too terribly. Im blessed
5. been depressed?→ So much it hurt
6. been drunk and threw up? Yep. I try not to do that too often anymore. It isnt very lady-like
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Green
2. Purple
3. Electric Blue
THIS Semester HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends → Well, Im not in a "semester," but I make new friends all the time.
2. Fallen out of love → I don't believe I ever stop loving people that i have fallen in love with...but yeah, I've been falling out of love since probably November.
3. Laughed until you cried → I laugh like that quite a bit.
4. Met someone who changed you -No. Im not letting anyone change me, but ME.
5. Found out who your true friends were → I already knew.
6. Found out someone was talking about you→ Haters are everywhere, and someone always has my name on their lips. Isn't that special??
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ In my LJ, probably just Justin.
8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → I have not a clue
9. How many kids do you want to have→ I dont even care.
10. Do you have any pets --> My Mayne Mayne, Piggy, and later on if I move out to the country with Troy, we will include 2 more dogs and a cat.
11. Do you want to change your name→ Nope. I am named PERFECTLY.
12. What did you do for your last birthday→ I had the best, most fantastic, greatest party. I had SO much fun.
13. What time did you wake up today → 6:20, then 6:50. =)
14. What were you doing at midnight last night ---> Reading.
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for? A freaking vacation. A REAL vacation.
16. Last time you saw your father→ It's been a minute. He texts me now to tell me he loves me. Psh.
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → That I knew what I wanted to do for a career.
18. What are you listening to right now? just people around me, working.
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → My HS cheer coach's husband was Tom, my bro has a friend Tom.
20. What's getting on your nerves right now? Ugh, living out of 2 places. That's getting old real quick.
21. Most visited website? MySpace, Yahoo, Facebook, LJ
1. Whats your real name → Joy
2. Nicknames→ JoyBoat, Joyous, Beautiful...haha
3. Relationship Status → in a relationship
4. Zodiac sign → Saggitarrius
5. Male or female or transgendered→ Female!
6. Elementary? yes
7. Middle School → uh huh
8. High school → for sure
10. Hair color → Ew, it's looking like a pale red, with blonde on top. I need to get it redone.
11. Long or short---> Mid
16. Height → approximately 5 foot 7
17. Do you have a crush on someone? Yep. I think he's SO cute. =) my sweetie.
18: What do you like about yourself? That I am so LOYAL. and a badass makeup artist.
19. Piercings → ears.
20. Tattoos → 1
21. Righty or lefty →Lefty
FIRSTS :
22. First surgery → 2006?
23. First piercing → ?
24. First best friends → Trisha, Danielle, and Courtney
26. First sport you joined → Track. that was a laugh a minute.
27. First pet --> Honey, a dog
28. First vacation→ Probably 6 Flags in Arlington
29. First concert → HTown, Zapp N Roger, the Twins and Mokenstef. =)
30. First crush -> Robin Hood, the cartoon Fox...
RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating → chewing gum
50. Drinking →Dr Pepper
52. I'm about to - Go through some faxes.
53. Listening to → same annoying coworkers
55. Waiting for → 5:00!!
YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids? yes
59. Want to get married? yes
60. Careers in mind? I really want to go to school to be an esthetician. Bad. I think Troy is going to help me realize that dream, I really do.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
68. Lips or eyes → Lips, because they are right there by the teeth, which is a big deal to me.
69. Hugs or kisses → both! Kisses while hugging!
70. Shorter or taller → Taller...my honey is 6'4 and I love it!
71. Older or Younger ----> I need someone a little older.
72. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous...romance usually is somewhat spontaneous anyway.
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms/Shoulders
74. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
75. Hook-up or relationship → Relationships. I've done all the hooking up I care to do.
77. Trouble maker or hesitant--> Eff that. Neither.
HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger → Yes
79. Drank hard liquor --> yep...I didn't drink beer until I was 21 and too broke to buy girly drinks. Plus, you can get a beer bought for you faster than you can something complicated.
80. Lost glasses/contacts → No, I've only had the one pair thats on my face
81. Sex on first date --> Not gonna lie, I damn sure have. Sometimes you just feel it too much to not. =)
82. Broken someone's heart → I'm sure R is feeling a little broken now that he "knows" its over.
83. Had your own heart broken --> I've been broken more times by R than should be legal.
85. Been arrested → Sure have. That was NO fun.
86. Turned someone down → Yes
87. Cried when someone died → Yes
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → You know, I got real drunk with a les friend one time, and we passed out in the same bed...we woke up freaking out, until we realized we were fully clothed. That's prob the closest reality to really "liking" a girl friend like that.
I don't know what happened to the rest of this, but oh well...Im tired of doing it anyway.
So Troy left town yesterday with work, and made me copies to all his locks and stuff. He's so funny. He called last night and asked if I was sleeping at his house, and I said, "Well, no..." and he asked why not. I told him, "I kind of like staying at the house I pay for every now and then." I guess he figured I would just automatically jump right into his house and take over. Well, I'm not.
I finally told R to just completely leave me alone yesterday. We both cried, and he said, "I finally feel like it's really over between us." I said, "Yeah, but it's not bad. I just can't be your friend until I am a little more over our whole situation." He told me that he understood, and he would respect me and my wishes, and stop calling.
Wow. I never really thought it would happen.
Do I think he will keep his word? Not at all. He will get drunk and start missing me, and call me in the middle of the night. It's going to happen. Even though I asked him not to, I know it will. Oh well. I did what needed to be done, and I can only hope that he will respect me enough to go on with his life without me or my input in it. He didn't want it when he had it, so he shouldn't need it now.
Anyway, I'm in dire need of my income tax to come in. DIRE NEED. That sucks. I hate being broke.