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MONDAY- my sisters friend called me and told me that my sister was on Heroin again... my parents arent happy about that ... soo we hunted her down and found out that she was at her dealers house.. he is a crack head.. so we go all the way down to 1st and baegley.. which is the gheto and LITTERALLY drag my sister out of the drug dealers house.. at this time my sister is high as fuck on morphien.. and my sister is a BIG girl... 250 my dad LITTERALLY picked her up and carried her down the streets of detroit and she was puking all over b/c she was high and he was carrieing her around her stomach.. here i am watchin this and i fall to the ground crying b/c it feels like im living a movie..we finally get her in the car and put he child locks on and drive her to the hospitol..
TUESDAY- My sister is still in the hospitol.. and they are evaluating her and drawing blood like 10 times..she waits and waits to see a psych like 20 hours there and they are like well she needs to go to st.joes in Mt.clemons which is now a Psych ward.. they said this b/c my sister is a heroin user/ suicidal and homicidal.. well they dont get her there untill 10 pm Tuesday night.. they said well we wont be able to get a DR. to her till about 3 in the morning.. well we went home and were going to find out from there what was going on..
WEDNSDAY- My sister slept on the floor of a mental hospitol b/c there wasnt enough beds or rooms..she didnt even get to see the DR. until NooN Wednsday when she was soposed to see him at 3 AM..so he saw her evaluated her and gave her depression pills and discharged her.. WTF.. my sister is talking about killing herself and she is going to use Heroin to do it.. so you GIVE her drugs and let her on the street..WTF.. so me and my mom picked her up.. went out to lunch and talked.. me, my mom , my dad, my sister and her bestfriend Told her that she has to stay with us and get all the help that she can or we are totally done with her we have been helping her for 6 years and she keeps going back.. her friend said you cant live with me till you get help.. and that she cant even go to her house with out us.. and that she wasnt allowed to see mike ( HER DRUG BUDDIE) and she has to let us know what she is doing and we will drive her and help her and all of this but she has to let us know everything.. we were like.. if you walk out that door you cant come back and you will have NO where to go .. LITTERALLY she wont.. and we were like you arent locked here.. we want to help.. well she agreed and all..and she stayed here
THRUSDAY-she took a shower.. i took a shower and went downstairs to get dressed and i heared the door slam.. i ran upstairs to see my sister walking to mikes car and get in and drive away.. i freaked out and called my mom and dad... we cant do this ne more she doesnt want help..we called her friend.. she said she is done we called mikes mom and told her what is going on and she didnt believe us.. we have to go get all my sisters things from her friends house... last night my mom was on the phone with all the family letting them know that she is probably going to be planning a funeral soon..and seriously.. i couldnt stop crying.. i was LITTERALLY rocking and screaming and crying and hyperventalating drooling..runny nose.. i couldnt help it.. it sounds nasty but im starting to have a problem i cant be srong ne more i was totally TRIPPING OUT my mom said i was about ready for the nut house like i cant handle it and i was rocking my self in the tub then i was laying there in the tub with no water in is.. i was really messed up last night.. then. at 1130 last night Mikes mom called us and told us she knows where sarah is.. soo we went to the police station.. and tried everything to get them to go to where they were .. They did.. but they all were clean.. and there was all these disputes goin on with mike and his mom and 1 cop and my parents and my sister with another cop my mom said THIS IS IT SARAH either you sleep here in this dumpster for the rest of you life b/c no one is puting up with you ne more.. or you come home and really do this right well she came home last night but im guarenteeing that she will be gone again
FRIDAY- So far SO good I guess! i have to go to counceling after all of this
all she wants to do is kill herself
TUESDAY- My sister is still in the hospitol.. and they are evaluating her and drawing blood like 10 times..she waits and waits to see a psych like 20 hours there and they are like well she needs to go to st.joes in Mt.clemons which is now a Psych ward.. they said this b/c my sister is a heroin user/ suicidal and homicidal.. well they dont get her there untill 10 pm Tuesday night.. they said well we wont be able to get a DR. to her till about 3 in the morning.. well we went home and were going to find out from there what was going on..
WEDNSDAY- My sister slept on the floor of a mental hospitol b/c there wasnt enough beds or rooms..she didnt even get to see the DR. until NooN Wednsday when she was soposed to see him at 3 AM..so he saw her evaluated her and gave her depression pills and discharged her.. WTF.. my sister is talking about killing herself and she is going to use Heroin to do it.. so you GIVE her drugs and let her on the street..WTF.. so me and my mom picked her up.. went out to lunch and talked.. me, my mom , my dad, my sister and her bestfriend Told her that she has to stay with us and get all the help that she can or we are totally done with her we have been helping her for 6 years and she keeps going back.. her friend said you cant live with me till you get help.. and that she cant even go to her house with out us.. and that she wasnt allowed to see mike ( HER DRUG BUDDIE) and she has to let us know what she is doing and we will drive her and help her and all of this but she has to let us know everything.. we were like.. if you walk out that door you cant come back and you will have NO where to go .. LITTERALLY she wont.. and we were like you arent locked here.. we want to help.. well she agreed and all..and she stayed here
THRUSDAY-she took a shower.. i took a shower and went downstairs to get dressed and i heared the door slam.. i ran upstairs to see my sister walking to mikes car and get in and drive away.. i freaked out and called my mom and dad... we cant do this ne more she doesnt want help..we called her friend.. she said she is done we called mikes mom and told her what is going on and she didnt believe us.. we have to go get all my sisters things from her friends house... last night my mom was on the phone with all the family letting them know that she is probably going to be planning a funeral soon..and seriously.. i couldnt stop crying.. i was LITTERALLY rocking and screaming and crying and hyperventalating drooling..runny nose.. i couldnt help it.. it sounds nasty but im starting to have a problem i cant be srong ne more i was totally TRIPPING OUT my mom said i was about ready for the nut house like i cant handle it and i was rocking my self in the tub then i was laying there in the tub with no water in is.. i was really messed up last night.. then. at 1130 last night Mikes mom called us and told us she knows where sarah is.. soo we went to the police station.. and tried everything to get them to go to where they were .. They did.. but they all were clean.. and there was all these disputes goin on with mike and his mom and 1 cop and my parents and my sister with another cop my mom said THIS IS IT SARAH either you sleep here in this dumpster for the rest of you life b/c no one is puting up with you ne more.. or you come home and really do this right well she came home last night but im guarenteeing that she will be gone again
FRIDAY- So far SO good I guess! i have to go to counceling after all of this
all she wants to do is kill herself